Hmphh ...
Monday, August 31, 2009 ♥
Supp people~ It's 0231hrs and I'm still half awake. I've just finished packing my school stuffs for tomorrow. Half-day c: Going to meet Gongshangers08' after school. Yeah, I miss them. It's like at last, I gotta meet them. Ermm, there's nothing much to be said. So, take caring people c: Byebye !
270809'
Friday, August 28, 2009 ♥
Hello-toodle people (: Today I'm quite hyper, -& frustrated though. Early in the morning, went to school with AinMasaiLurp. School goes on as per normal. Till then it was recess. Haha, the fun part (: Me, NurulLove, AinMasaiLurp, JulieBilly, IraaaEton, NadiahCute -& SeriBby was taking the staircase near the canteen. Suddenly, got this 'Ehemm.' went down. I was want-ing to warned Nurul because [got lah the secret] . Then suddenly, someone shouted NURUL! But, everybody turned around. They called Nurul down, -& asked Nurul for her number. Haha. "Ah-sen!" What made me laugh is tht guy reaction. Haha (: Ain started shouting "Ah-sen!" then the rest started to. Hahaha, kekeq csey. From there on kacaukacau NurulLove. Haha.
NurulLove:
Congrats love (: One step is sucessful! May all your dreams will be fully granted aites? I'll pray the extremely best for you dear. -& don't forget me ; ) Ily hell a lot!
Congrats love (: One step is sucessful! May all your dreams will be fully granted aites? I'll pray the extremely best for you dear. -& don't forget me ; ) Ily hell a lot!
Nurul was happy -& I'm happy for her too. After recess was science period. We report to quadrangle first. Mdm Sharu[l] released us first without a teacher. Yaluhh normal 1N2 what?! Of course la if you leave us alone we'll be noisy. Common sense. Suddenly there's a commotion of Jeremy broke the lock. 1/4 of the class contribute the noise, -& Mdm Sharu[l] was looking at us. So, she went inside our class and scoldscoldscold. Wth?! Mdm Suriati also went in the class. I was like so surprise. Cos if Mdm Suriatis' diedie got punishment. She's mad at us -& revealed all the problems. She even said Ain, Me, DD -& DA was in fault. NBCB! Tuptup, I swear not in the bloom-mood after that. Then goes on to normal -& extremely dread-y lesson :(
School-life!
Thursday, August 27, 2009 ♥
Today school was quite a good-& a bad term. Early in the morning. Waited for NurulLove call but up to no avail,-& she says if she does not call me by 7.30am or 7.40am means that she's late. Thn, waited for AinMasaiLurp with SeriBby under Ain's block. Waited-& waited but thn she still does not appear. So at 7.45am still no sense of her than went to school with SeriBby. Reached school, -& what Mdm Su asked was whther D.M. questioned us already -& she scolded me. CbNb! Not in fault xiaa. Arghh, heck care! School went as per normal till the end. I think short-post for today. Sumpah not in the mood. Tc,byebye :)
250809'
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 ♥
To Annaqah!
I'm here not to criticize, embarrass or neither insult you. But I think what I said here is to be accepted as a fact. I know how much you are suffering right now. Yet, you still have to accept the fact as I think that karma goes to you back. You may feel how like you used to hurt others. You are the one which I used to believe but yet you make me felt distrust towards you now. & now the big problem is that why must you put the fully blame on me, Ain, Danial Azman and Danial D. ! I know that we were together while you played prank on Andriany. For that it's your right to tell the D.M, but now you told the teacher that we were the one who planned it? Excuse me, any evidence or not? You were the one who brought the plan okehh? Just admit whatever mistake that you had done. No use! You're putting the blame to others,-& bringing it up to a bigger case. It's all because of you. There's still a lot of things said by Andrianys' Mum but I don't want to mention it here [not wanting to embarrass you] . I tell you -& I swear it hurts extremely lots. Why must be the person not in fault get the punishment?! Fine, our name is brought up to the D.M, -& he's going to talk to us tomorrow. What I'm going to do is just tell the truth. That's the best. Now you know how hard it is to seek forgiveness -& how pain it is people not accepting your forgiveness.! That was what you did to me in the past if you were to remember. All of us may be forgive you when the time comes, but believe me for this kind of case it's hard. Not only you feeling hurt and suffering, it's us to! Just get in head what I'm trying to say.
I'm here not to criticize, embarrass or neither insult you. But I think what I said here is to be accepted as a fact. I know how much you are suffering right now. Yet, you still have to accept the fact as I think that karma goes to you back. You may feel how like you used to hurt others. You are the one which I used to believe but yet you make me felt distrust towards you now. & now the big problem is that why must you put the fully blame on me, Ain, Danial Azman and Danial D. ! I know that we were together while you played prank on Andriany. For that it's your right to tell the D.M, but now you told the teacher that we were the one who planned it? Excuse me, any evidence or not? You were the one who brought the plan okehh? Just admit whatever mistake that you had done. No use! You're putting the blame to others,-& bringing it up to a bigger case. It's all because of you. There's still a lot of things said by Andrianys' Mum but I don't want to mention it here [not wanting to embarrass you] . I tell you -& I swear it hurts extremely lots. Why must be the person not in fault get the punishment?! Fine, our name is brought up to the D.M, -& he's going to talk to us tomorrow. What I'm going to do is just tell the truth. That's the best. Now you know how hard it is to seek forgiveness -& how pain it is people not accepting your forgiveness.! That was what you did to me in the past if you were to remember. All of us may be forgive you when the time comes, but believe me for this kind of case it's hard. Not only you feeling hurt and suffering, it's us to! Just get in head what I'm trying to say.
Yesterday:
School was normal. Nthng much happened, but the best is during Mother Tounge period. We were doing our work than suddenly ..
School was normal. Nthng much happened, but the best is during Mother Tounge period. We were doing our work than suddenly ..
Sallihin: Cikgu, takleh bukak pintu.*laughing*
I was quite shocked neither. CIkgu also like extremely shocked. We tried our best doing all sorts of things but up to no avail. We called the school TA, to use the school key they also said it's spoilt cannot be opened. I was like WTH?! We were stucked in there for like more than 1 hour and we enjoyed! Skippyskippy Literature, thankthanks E-in pendek :) Tooktook picture with NurulLove,-& AinMasaiLurp! At last, no choice but to call the LockSmith to drill it. The LockSmith-er also like the hell beylo. Takes quite some time to opened it up. Through and fro since he arrived. Than, released! Haa. -& from there back to normal and dread lessons :(
Today:
School at first was like so the gerek :) CCM was fun too. But the hell-shitty part was when I heard from Andrianys' Mum saying Annaqah blamed the four of us. Sial uhh, tak berani tanggung pahh! As whatever you like la ehh girl. Malas uhh nak layan pompan cm kau. Heck care, go hell!
Today:
School at first was like so the gerek :) CCM was fun too. But the hell-shitty part was when I heard from Andrianys' Mum saying Annaqah blamed the four of us. Sial uhh, tak berani tanggung pahh! As whatever you like la ehh girl. Malas uhh nak layan pompan cm kau. Heck care, go hell!
I'm back to school !
Monday, August 17, 2009 ♥
Wassup :) Today was a normal but shine-awake day! All went as per normal. -& yeah, I'm back to school. Get to meet my friends and of course teachers. Ha. Nothing really happening. The smile was there, the laughter was also there. The best part, Miss Lau not here :) Ha. A'hh I would also like to congrats the 1N2 girls member for doing your best at the captain ball inter-class aite? Even how dramatic fall you all were to, you all still did your job. Well done, you did your best guys. (I can't forget how Adilla froze with the ball at one part.) Till here alright, takecare peepos!
It may sound weird :)
Saturday, August 15, 2009 ♥
WELCOME :)
Yeah, people-people! It's been long since I last post. It's been days since I wanted to post but I just kept on dragging the wanting. I don't even have a idea of where to start with. Let me start of with anything. There's nothing fun happening cos I've been sitting at home for the whole week. I did not even went to school due to this week 6 days MC plus last week 5 days MC equals to 11 days MC. Imagine?! I did not even went to the nearest shop of mine. Expecting this weekend to went out with family. But, all did their own stuff. I swear I'm not going to take MC anymore?! Unless MC with someone accompanying me.
I just fell like posting this today. Expressing my feelings here. I've been missing my Gongshang friends, teachers & memories. It may sound weird, but seriously. I realised that I do enjoy much extremely much during primary school life. I used to fight with my primary school friends a lot with lame excuses cos I realised that time we ain't mature yet. But now, everything went well. Whenever I see the pictures of the back of ours. Sometimes, tears do stroll down my cheek. I do cry for you all. I cried a lot missing all of you. I just hope to meet you all back. With all of us. The whole 6.1 and others. I just take this opportunity to say sorry to you guys if I made any mistakes during primary school, yeah? -& Please make an early gathering aites ?
Yeah, people-people! It's been long since I last post. It's been days since I wanted to post but I just kept on dragging the wanting. I don't even have a idea of where to start with. Let me start of with anything. There's nothing fun happening cos I've been sitting at home for the whole week. I did not even went to school due to this week 6 days MC plus last week 5 days MC equals to 11 days MC. Imagine?! I did not even went to the nearest shop of mine. Expecting this weekend to went out with family. But, all did their own stuff. I swear I'm not going to take MC anymore?! Unless MC with someone accompanying me.
I just fell like posting this today. Expressing my feelings here. I've been missing my Gongshang friends, teachers & memories. It may sound weird, but seriously. I realised that I do enjoy much extremely much during primary school life. I used to fight with my primary school friends a lot with lame excuses cos I realised that time we ain't mature yet. But now, everything went well. Whenever I see the pictures of the back of ours. Sometimes, tears do stroll down my cheek. I do cry for you all. I cried a lot missing all of you. I just hope to meet you all back. With all of us. The whole 6.1 and others. I just take this opportunity to say sorry to you guys if I made any mistakes during primary school, yeah? -& Please make an early gathering aites ?
1N2
Thursday, August 6, 2009 ♥
A million congrats to 1N2 :D
Ole! Ole! Ole! Ole! Congratulations 1N1 for being the champion for lower sec inter-class. Yeah, all your effort not wasted. Everyone putted lots, lots of effort. You rocks! I ♥ You, 1N2. Congrats :D
Ohh, Julie-billy !
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 ♥
05 August! Happy Birthday JulieBilly:) May all your wishes come and semoga Allah panjangkan umur eh darling. Jangan naughtynaughty, be a good girl always. I'll pray the best for you always. ♥I L O V E Y O U , Juliana Bte Khamis.
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Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ♥
Hello peeps :D Today all went well as I'm stucked at home for the whole day, except for going out to polyclinic accompanying Ain. Shocked, a few of them didn't went to school. ♥Nurul, Ain, Danial D., Gilda absent! Ha . No mood to go to school day : ) I'm on 5 days medical leave. The doctor allows me to go to school once I'm okay. Ha. I'm more than okay actually. But I'm just plain lazy! & yeah, due to some stuffs like wth?! I miss some of my peepos especially 1N2 ! Eh, 1N2 I'll be back either Thursday or Friday! Wait for me. Gahah~
Nurul :D
♥
Nurul Atiqah Bte Dzulkifli, thanks for everything :D Thanks for giving me opinion and understanding me. Thanks for comforting me, too. I know last time I've hurt you a lot, but yes now I realised that now you understand me much. Thanks a lot dear. You're always there when I need you. & now, I'm having problem and you're trying to help to solve it. Thanks banyakbanyak . I♥Y , IMY & INY .
Nur Anaqah Bte Abdul Halim : (
Monday, August 3, 2009 ♥
Forgive me true friend
"To the ends of time I will love you my friend
Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend
An angle to me you were so kind
Raising my sprits with ways I can not find
Over and over the days with you replayed
Loving you so much wished you would have stayed
I crossed a line which I know not fit
Now each day I die a little bit
An empty void replaces what I feel
Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal
From the feeling of love I felt for a friend"
It's hard for me to lose you
"We were best friends
You were there for me,
You heard me
When no one else listened
Why oh why
Did you go down that way?
Why did you leave me in such a hard way?
Oh cause girl
You know that's not ok
You know its not a good thing
But still you keep on going
But come back
Please come back
Get on the right path
You need me and I need you too
Cause girl, I dont want to loose you
Oh girl, I dont want to loose you
On the outside
People just see
The normal and happy self
That you used to be
But if you look deep down
Deeper than they are
Youll see that all that is a cover up
For the pain in your heart
They say you should choose
Your friends carefully
And the friend I chose
Is not what you are today
Oh dear please, I don't want to lose you
Oh Nur Anaqah, I don't want to lose you"
Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend
An angle to me you were so kind
Raising my sprits with ways I can not find
Over and over the days with you replayed
Loving you so much wished you would have stayed
I crossed a line which I know not fit
Now each day I die a little bit
An empty void replaces what I feel
Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal
From the feeling of love I felt for a friend"
It's hard for me to lose you
"We were best friends
You were there for me,
You heard me
When no one else listened
Why oh why
Did you go down that way?
Why did you leave me in such a hard way?
Oh cause girl
You know that's not ok
You know its not a good thing
But still you keep on going
But come back
Please come back
Get on the right path
You need me and I need you too
Cause girl, I dont want to loose you
Oh girl, I dont want to loose you
On the outside
People just see
The normal and happy self
That you used to be
But if you look deep down
Deeper than they are
Youll see that all that is a cover up
For the pain in your heart
They say you should choose
Your friends carefully
And the friend I chose
Is not what you are today
Oh dear please, I don't want to lose you
Oh Nur Anaqah, I don't want to lose you"
Nur Anaqah Bte Abdul Halim. It's the first time I'm fighting with you for more than one day. I've tried my best to apologize but you insist of forgiving. Am I so bad in front of your eyes. It's really hard for me to show and explain to you how much I love and appreciate this friendship. I always hurt your feelings, & I'm sorry. I know I didn't put up to promise as I "paitao you rabak2", & I'm sorry too. I know sorry is a easy thing to be said, but I said it with feelings and with a sincere heart. I did not sleep in peace the whole night, thinking of you. I kept on looking at my handphone hoping you to message me and forgive me. But it's up to no avail. Tears strolled down my cheeks now and then. I'm thinking of you always. Hoping you giving me the chance to turn into a new leaf. I've no intention of "paitao-ing" you. But seriously I've some important family problems, to bring up to. I also know that you had enough of my "buih". But, seriously how am I to show you that I've family problems and my family also had a family gathering that day. I understand how you felt, but I just don't understand why it's hard for you to forgive me. I thought we've promised each other to be together no matter what. & I hope you could still remeber that promise. All this while, you were the only ONE trusted and true friend I have. I'll sometimes helped you in your problems, and you always helped me in my problems. That's what friends are for. I miss the real Nur Anaqah. Missing talking over the phone with you everynight, missing saying adik kakak to each other, missing your laughter, missing your jokes, missing your everything! & I broke up with Makram cos I'm not following you, but it's just that once love fades it can't be help. If you are reading this Nur Anaqah, I seriously waiting for your forgiveness. I'm sorry for everything. Do give me a chance please ? I want us to be like last time, full of laughters :( Crying.! I'M HERE WAITING FOR YOU TO FORGIVE ME AND FOR THE OLD YOU . Understand me for once please dear : (