Forgive me true friend
"To the ends of time I will love you my friend
Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend
An angle to me you were so kind
Raising my sprits with ways I can not find
Over and over the days with you replayed
Loving you so much wished you would have stayed
I crossed a line which I know not fit
Now each day I die a little bit
An empty void replaces what I feel
Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal
From the feeling of love I felt for a friend"
It's hard for me to lose you
"We were best friends
You were there for me,
You heard me
When no one else listened
Why oh why
Did you go down that way?
Why did you leave me in such a hard way?
Oh cause girl
You know that's not ok
You know its not a good thing
But still you keep on going
But come back
Please come back
Get on the right path
You need me and I need you too
Cause girl, I dont want to loose you
Oh girl, I dont want to loose you
On the outside
People just see
The normal and happy self
That you used to be
But if you look deep down
Deeper than they are
Youll see that all that is a cover up
For the pain in your heart
They say you should choose
Your friends carefully
And the friend I chose
Is not what you are today
Oh dear please, I don't want to lose you
Oh Nur Anaqah, I don't want to lose you"
Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend
An angle to me you were so kind
Raising my sprits with ways I can not find
Over and over the days with you replayed
Loving you so much wished you would have stayed
I crossed a line which I know not fit
Now each day I die a little bit
An empty void replaces what I feel
Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal
From the feeling of love I felt for a friend"
It's hard for me to lose you
"We were best friends
You were there for me,
You heard me
When no one else listened
Why oh why
Did you go down that way?
Why did you leave me in such a hard way?
Oh cause girl
You know that's not ok
You know its not a good thing
But still you keep on going
But come back
Please come back
Get on the right path
You need me and I need you too
Cause girl, I dont want to loose you
Oh girl, I dont want to loose you
On the outside
People just see
The normal and happy self
That you used to be
But if you look deep down
Deeper than they are
Youll see that all that is a cover up
For the pain in your heart
They say you should choose
Your friends carefully
And the friend I chose
Is not what you are today
Oh dear please, I don't want to lose you
Oh Nur Anaqah, I don't want to lose you"
Nur Anaqah Bte Abdul Halim. It's the first time I'm fighting with you for more than one day. I've tried my best to apologize but you insist of forgiving. Am I so bad in front of your eyes. It's really hard for me to show and explain to you how much I love and appreciate this friendship. I always hurt your feelings, & I'm sorry. I know I didn't put up to promise as I "paitao you rabak2", & I'm sorry too. I know sorry is a easy thing to be said, but I said it with feelings and with a sincere heart. I did not sleep in peace the whole night, thinking of you. I kept on looking at my handphone hoping you to message me and forgive me. But it's up to no avail. Tears strolled down my cheeks now and then. I'm thinking of you always. Hoping you giving me the chance to turn into a new leaf. I've no intention of "paitao-ing" you. But seriously I've some important family problems, to bring up to. I also know that you had enough of my "buih". But, seriously how am I to show you that I've family problems and my family also had a family gathering that day. I understand how you felt, but I just don't understand why it's hard for you to forgive me. I thought we've promised each other to be together no matter what. & I hope you could still remeber that promise. All this while, you were the only ONE trusted and true friend I have. I'll sometimes helped you in your problems, and you always helped me in my problems. That's what friends are for. I miss the real Nur Anaqah. Missing talking over the phone with you everynight, missing saying adik kakak to each other, missing your laughter, missing your jokes, missing your everything! & I broke up with Makram cos I'm not following you, but it's just that once love fades it can't be help. If you are reading this Nur Anaqah, I seriously waiting for your forgiveness. I'm sorry for everything. Do give me a chance please ? I want us to be like last time, full of laughters :( Crying.! I'M HERE WAITING FOR YOU TO FORGIVE ME AND FOR THE OLD YOU . Understand me for once please dear : (