Why oh why ? I'm feeling like giving up on life . Please , I don't want that to happen . I promised myself to be strong even when there's obstacles . I know obstacles is one of the thing that will play a part for a human . But why must it be till this heavy for me to cope ? It's been quite a few days of me crying for "someone" , I know it's not a worth of doing it so . Smile and laughters will be with me , but pain will be with me in my heart . Maybe I'm keeping it quite too long till it made me giving up . I'm thankful of having someone like , Ainmasailovee , for me to share my stories with . Still , how am I to cure and cope all this obstacles . I'm just to sick and tired of thinking and keeping it all with me . Please , help me !