Saappppppp peeps ;D Just came back from having late dinner with family at Marsiling , & additional Abang ayum . Earlier went to E-hub to accompany sister and this little kiddo playing the arcade . Told ah-een to tagged along , but she's lazy , -.- . Tomorrow going swimming with three lovelies ah-een , aleesya and insyirah . At Tampines , gonna release all my stress . Have to wake up by 8 in the morning , yet i'm not asleep now . Pray really hard , i could wake up okayy ? Nyanya ~ Wait , i really hope time flies faster . I wanna go to school . I'm spending a very great holiday which is full of boredom . I'm missing quite a number of people too , till the temptation of me wanting to go to school is really forcing me too . Patience is needed , yeah ?


I was reading aleesya's blog . I can feel the pain that she's suffering now , cos it's happening to me too ;( & while i reading , i found that paragraph which she post just for me ;D How sweet can it be right ? I read it and i felt touched . I know that behind these words , there's a lot of meanings . & the resembles to show the love and care . & yeah yeahh , aleesya . Thanks for understanding me aye . You give me the laughters when i'm not in the mood . Thanks a gazillion ;D Ilysampaimati !


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i'm sorry , there's no more stories between us . all of that are just left as memories . still , i won't forget every laughters and sadness that we shared . those memories are still playing in my mind . i admit i'm missing you , but i just can't lie right ? it's all about feelings . it's rather for you to be hurtful to know the truth , rather than being hurtful by knowing the lies . am i right ? i'm here for you still . you may still treat me like olden days , but the difference is only nothing much than a friend . i will promise to treasure you as my friend , & treasure the great memories that i had shared with you . you're still , the best ;( 281109 ' , it's just the end .

Soott ~ I'm feeling much more better . alhamdullillah ~ & also thank-ku to my , ah-een ! cos she made me felt more relieved . Still , there's a little bit of sadness . That song above ^^ " Fazz - Maafkan Diriku Erra " that song really refers to someone . & yeah , i'm sorry i can't accpet you ;D

TAKBIRR ! I swear i'm crying like one of a kind just now till my ♥ told me not to . My closest one should know why I'm crying . Don't call me a dumbass for it cos it totally means a lot to me . It's my first time , hearing takbir all alone and crying like one hell . Not only Hari Raya Haji which is tomorrow , but it's also the second year since my mum left me (calendar islam) . Wouldn't you feel sad , when you expect and usually hear the takbir with your family , but than you're hearing it all alone . Now my whole family , doing something else outside leaving me all alone . Allahh ! Thanks to my , ah-een ♥ , cos you're always there whenever i'm in need of someone . You're the greatest to the fabulous (: Remember always , "you're the shine to my day , & the light to my night " , hunneyh . Thanks a loootttt !

Currently listening to hari raya songs at 94.2 fm , suddenly "KepadaNya" song was played . Totally reminds me of , ah-een ! She's the best of all , i swear . Wonder if you're not here for me :(

P/S : Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all muslim people . Jgn luper bacer doa selamat untok semua kambeng . It's the last for them tomorrow . Innalilahh ! Enjoy your precious time with your family tomorrow . Have a great day ahead .

& yeah , ah-een ! i've already doakan you , so no worries okay hunneyh . nyahahaha ;D

W-E-D-N-E-S-D-A-Y !

Woke up early in the morning and went to the school for dental appointment . The dentist checked my teeth for less than 5 minutes . Good right ? & they say , my teeth is very good and nice ;D After that we went to 741 rc'. Slacked with lovelies till 2pm then home sweet home . Continue slacking at home with ♥ aleesya and ♥ ah-een , they went off . & here , I am .


( , ah-een ! )
Thank God, you're doing fine with matthew. It shows me how much you love and treasure him as your best friend(s) . If i were you , i would also cry for him ;D I know you're relieved now , but still there's one more thing worrying you . Chill-eks okay gulfyee . Believe me , everything will turn out right . Believe me okay gulfyee ? Don't ever worry cos I'm always here for you . ... I'm just wondering ? It's like only a few hours he did not message or call you still you are so worry . What more about the three days ? Hmm , about this I'm really worry for you . I promise you , when he's inside there . I will take care of you for him and also because you are my best-est friend . I will make you smile and make sure no worries in you . Just remember this words , " you were the shine to my day , & the light to my night . indeed , i will also make sure I'm giving you in return ;D " ilytruly .

Saapp Saapp soott , readerss ~ Currently i've been hearing old ' jiwang ' songs since just now . ^^ up there , is one of the nicest . I don't know why , but currently i'm addictive to those kind of song . Don't call me outdated cos no song is outdated , you see ? It's just that particular song will only be popular for a period then it goes off . Wait , you see the song above ? I think I should recommend you guys to watch the movie too , the title is ' Pulau Inspirasi ' . Touching , dramatic and thumbs up !

Just now had really a great time with lovelies (: Woke up at 09.47am . Accompanied Aleesya to McDonald whitesand to collect the class pit money ! Ain , Aleesya , Seri & myself was there . We sitted at the second floor and waited for one by one to come . First was Xavier , followed by the others . They just passed the money , and walked away -.- Sarah and Adilla came later , but they joined us . While the discussion part , that was the best . We bought an ice-cream while discussing . & the fun began ! Started by Aleesya disturbing me eating ice-cream followed by the others . Swear it's, totally fun . We sitted there for an hour plus , and some of them already paid . While the others not at sight . Diddy and Daneeal called me to go to townpark . So yeahh , all of us did . We walked with full-of-laughters . Reached there , I met my best boys (: Slacked and slacked . But nehh not me , I all they way played bicycle . Thanks yeahh the D's . & now my leg is cramp . I swear ! Around 6.30pm than home sweet home (:

DEBATE DEBATE DEBATE !
Ain & myself has been debating since yesterday about this third party and the forth party . [paham2 eh] Hahaha ! I know you went through it before, and you should understand right ? It may be hard , and it may be easy . But once all of this had been discovered by "him" , confirm mati . But ... at least I told "him" about this what . I will still continue debate with you , till I will win for my right :P naninanipupu ! Hahaha . Tapi ttp mcm mane kiter debate , ttp sisterlurp eh ? Hahaha ! But promise me , this thing is just between you and me (:

comecome , when we meet or on the phone continue debate alright ! i want to win ;P ceyh , haha .

I've to be seperated with my lovelies next year :( & I will be all alone , you see . Those who will be at 2A2 probably is ''Lame'' even it's the highest NA class . But thank god , there's still ♥JulieBilly who I can get along with next year in my class (:

TO [you]
This maybe will be the end for you and me . No use being with you for one month plus , but all we do is fight . One month with you , the feel inside my heart is just pain ! You told me a lot of things about this 'person' , you even promise by your OWN-SELVE to not contact even mix with that 'person' ! Before that , I don't believe in other people says because I believe you . But till this day , I realise you're a slut . A BIG LIAR ! So , don't put the blame on me for doing what I'm doing right now . Cos I want you to believe in karma . What goes around , comes around ! YEAHH . All the best , liar !