Thursday, December 31, 2009 ♥
31st December 2009 , (: !
Heyy'o , it's the last day of 2009 . I don't think so , I'll be countdown-ing . Sleepover at Woodlands , I think :( . So , thanks for the good memories 2009 . But , still I find that 2009 is the worser year for me . & i hope 2010 , would be a good year . Please , new year , new life (: .
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 ♥
WEDNESDAYYYY , (: !
Hello'wello , people . Tomorrow is the last day of 2009 . Fast , right ? I know , (: ! Hahh .
Boredom really strikes me today . Each and every siblings stayed at home today , in case if tomorrow got last minute plan than can go out . Not meeee !!! I wanna go out meet Ah'een . Please . Meeting her at night maybe :( Lamer siao , wait ' ah ' wait . I'm irritated with the noises downstair , ishhhh ! Pantat , -.- . Hmm , otak blank . Want to have a afternoon nap , much better ;DDD
P/S : Ah'een , nak meet kamu ! & budak bawah blok , memekak la siol . Grrrrrrrrrrrr ~ [ Ambek kao , kalau teraser peyhh pasal la ehk . ]
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ♥
" It's just a waste of time , crying for guys . "
I'll always sit back , & think of that sentence . That's what AinLovee always told me , whenever she knew that i'm crying over guys . I'm not trying to be " emotional " , it's just that why can't a particular guy understand the feeling of mine . They made me feel as though i'm a toy ?
Now , i realised it's a disgust ! It's a waste , crying over guys . Majority of the guys are the same . I realised that , life has to move on .
TANPA LELAKI PON , HIDOP PASTI LEYHH GERAKK UHKK !
Monday, December 28, 2009 ♥
A lot of things are going through my mind , right now . Till i don't even know what's the most important that i should think off . Let me start off , with a warm wishes of " Congratulations " to ...Sezairi Sezali !He became the Idol , from Singapore Idol 2009 . I was really proud for him , & at the same time , i was happy . My votes for him , not a waste ehk . Three years straight was Malay , good huh ? Alhamdulillah . Go Sezairi , you're the besh !Next stop ,I'm just gonna tell draftly on what i did this whole week , till made me really busy (:Batammm , 18 Dec - 20 Dec ! Holiday with family , 3 days 2 nights . Wishing to ride a motorbike or just a pocket bike - failed ! We were to busy , to play at the Theme Park . But , thank-ku that we get to shop till drop (: The " mats " right there , were so scary till i'm scared to go to a place . The usual thing that they will say is , " Hello , mahu ke mana ? " Assss , -.- . Feel like kicking their dick , cibyeee . Memories are brought back with me , a splendid time shared with family which i really treasure . & yeahh , that's the only place i went to for holidayyy . However , i appreciate it . & thank-ku familyy .Marsiling , 21 Dec - 24 Dec ! Sleepover at Marsiling , the day after we came back from a vacation at Batam . 4 days 3 nights (: I was stressed enough , as all i wanted was to came back to Pasir Ris . But , sleeping there was great . Sharing laughters and smiles , with this cutie guy , Ishaque .Kak Aisyah's wedding+engagement , 25 Dec - 27 Dec ! Memorable memorable memorable , times shared with cousins (: Exactly on the 25 Dec , we are to dress "full-set" traditionally . Their engagement was held at Arts house , Parliament House . It was fantabulous . I even get a chance to seat on the old pakcik , " Lee Kuan Yew " , chair . ON the 26 Dec , had to help out with preparation where i ignore those and played with the kiddo's . At night , when there's a tonnes of work to do . Myself , & two cousins escaped to home sweet home . & not to forget on the 27 Dec , the most funnnn part . Cousins had to work really hard . & swear , it's tiring . Helping to carry the plates , non-stop . Still , with that effort , we've gotten $15 (: But , i used up to buy prepaid DDD;Se how busy am i , & this is the only week which i could rest . Ohh , school's re-opening . Yayy yayy , baybehhh ;DDD Off till the next post , baybehh !
Friday, December 25, 2009 ♥
Currently at cousin's crib ;DDDI'll be off for 3 days , due to cousin's gathering for the marriage . & , yeahh . Chaooo readers (:
Ah-een , 3 hari lahh pulakk . Sedeyh dehh D; Jage diri baik-baik yaww , i sudah balikk . I'll meet you straight , ayeeee ;DDD Loving you pantattt .
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 ♥
" Ehh aku tak pernahh nak mati kan org ehkk . Sampaikan aku nak selamat diri sendiri . Kau peyhh motive setakat nak mati kan aku depan orang , biar aku paiseyhh kann . Sial uhh , maken lamer , maken kau pijak kepale siao . Angkat paiseyhh mmg aku terpakse uhh , tapi aku takkan angkat paiseyhh selamernye uh ehh . Walaupun kau seseorang bagy akuu ! "
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 ♥
Tuesdayyy ;D Two days more , & please , i beg youu daddy . I missing a few people right now , one of it of course my onlyy lovable bbygirl , & also not to forget my " ? " Batamm :) nyekkk ~ Maybe going Johore tomorrow , yay yayy ! At least gotta spent the day . Okayy la , off .
& ain , that dream , -.- ! nyahahahaha , LOL girl ;P Sorry , i can't brainwash you , hopefully jady Deja Vu ehhkk ;PP Aminn , hehh .
Monday, December 21, 2009 ♥
It's just 10:27pm ? Oh , time goes by so slow mannnn ..
I was browsing through my handphone just now , & i ' passed by ' the notes section . Looking at it , was something which Ain type it out for me . Ohh god , i was really upset . & yeah , whatever she said was true . But , it's all what i have to went through in life , right ? Just remember , even the distance is far between me and you . The presence of you in my heart is really near ;D [ Ainn , hopefully you understand what i mean yeahh darla ;D ] . I swear I'm gonna spent my precious first 3 months in school , if i were to change school . Talking about school , 2 more weeks , HELLO school ;DDD I'm looking forward for it , y'know . Happy dehh . Still , lot's of stuffs not done yet . Tsskk . I beg Daddy like one asshole , for buying school things y'know . As if , it's like my first time begging like an asssss -.- Hmpftt .Ohhhhh , 3 more days to sufferrrr ! Fuckk , i wanna meet bbygirl . Idcccccc , assholeeee :(
LOVE ?
Do that feeling occur in me right now ? I think , yess ;DDD I can't deny either lie , but I'm in love . This feeling grew even more each day . Still , I'm thinking whether he's the right one ? Hopefully , I won't regret for now . I just hope that whatever being said by you is really deep inside your heart . As after a month being single , you're the lucky one which truly caught my heart . Let me be patient , & discover more whther he's the right one for me .
'' Dalam diam-diam aku telah jatuh cinta ,
Kepada si dia ,
Senyuman manisnya membuatku terbayang ,
Ohh Jannahhh ! ''
Hahaha , Ain you should know why I love that song , huh ! ;D , suker dehh .
Nyanya ~ I'm at Marsiling , kecoh beb . Still I want to go back Pasir Ris , cause nak jumper Ain liao . Baru lepas rindu kejap je .
Planning for just now untok jumper "dier" tak jadi . Sedehh kannnn ! Takper lahh m dgr suara pun jadi . Janji lepas rindu , betol tak ? Hehhhh !Okay la , Ain just wait till I'm bak okayy .
Sunday, December 20, 2009 ♥
Batamm ! I'm here ;D Using this irritating W705 Wi-fi . I use it just for the sake to chat with my bbygirl . See how kind i am as your friend . Huh ??
Still , i totally miss you sia bbygirl ! Jumpe ehk . Be back to Singapore tomorrow , last ferry . Wth kankankan ? Off yeahh .
Bbygirl :
I cant lie , but i'm crying looking at the 20 cent ring .
Friday, December 18, 2009 ♥
apakah maksudmu ,
membuat ku bergini .
tahukah kamu ,
ku sayang padamu .
sedarkah kamu ,
perbuatan kamu terhadapku .
kini kau yang menuduhku
yang ku bersalah .
Love ? Is it true that without love , we can't survive . No , i don't agree . Love doesn't make the life meaningful . Unless we get to find a lovable , caring , long-lasting guy & for that it will be much meaningful of love . " jikalau kau tiada di sisiku , sengsaranya jiwaku ini . untokmu , Jannah . "^^ there , sweet enough ? Grab it from bbyg. PM . Love you sampai mati la weii ;D & yeah bbyg. takmo worry-worry too much okayy ?
Tomorrow i'm gonna depart to Batam , & i will have a new mummy ;P First time bapak aku kahwin , jempot aku . Bbyg , you take care of yourself okayy . Takmo nak gatal , paham ? ;D Loving you ehkk , bbyg ;D Back on Saturday , chaooo !
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 ♥
someone : MUKE PENYEK !!!!!!someone : eh jannah !! kau kalau lawa tkpe jgk siolll ! muke bach .............Spammers ? Spam as much as you like la baybehh . Bolayan la hoii ! Tapy kalau mahu aku layan , esaiii la ehh . Muke aku penyek ? Muke aku bach ? :P Tak heran . Aku tahu aku bahagia dgn aper aku ader . Aku pun bahagia kerana namer aku JANNAH . Bukan cam kau , SOMEONE . Hahaha . Ehh , skrg zaman relax la eyhh . Takder nak fanatic semer . Cyber-gangster dapat aper ? Limit-limit jatoh namer uhh . Aku esai aje lahh , kalau kau mahu spam . Mcm maner kau spam pun , kau cube nak sakitkan hati aku pun . Aku tak layan , tak ambek hati pun . Kalau kau nak tunjok kau peyh besar , kau peyh hebat . Laii ahh , tulis namer kau uhhkay . Selamat ehh hidop ;D
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ♥
syafiqah , dikau ku cinta ,
ku kecewa jika kau berubah
tak sanggup kehilangan mu
aku merayu .
syafiqah ,hadirlah padaku
syafiqah diraut seri wajahmu
dikaulah tmptku mengadu
pada cintaku iniAh-een , my ♥bbyg. :
behind all the smile and laughters , i know you're hurting inside . you should know why i put up that chorus above .
in every relationship , for sure there'll be the up[s] and down[s] , & also maybe , a "break" . i totally solute you cause you are patient regards any problem . after reading your blog , & hearing that song ^^ at the same time . I do cried . Even now , i'm typing this .
do you remember me telling you that i'm upset and do cried , whenever you and him fight ? for that , i really mean it . even not me which is at the relationship , i can feel the pain . you & adli , are like a heaven couple in my eyes . i really want the both of you to last as long . stand strong , try it .
& yeah , ain i'm the one who always with you . & i understand every single tip of it . he should be lucky having you cause no guys you've cried , worried , care-d that much for but he's ordinary . as you did it to him .
every sadness in you , will also made me felt the same ;( if there's anything that you want , i'm here as ready just for my superwomen . smile okayy lovee , i'll pray the best for you darling ;D
Saturday, December 12, 2009 ♥
Happy Birthday to me , 12th December ;D
Time check 0331am , & a few had already wished me . Thanks eyh korang ! Appreciate it a lot . Every message was sweet and touching , till it made me smile reading everyone . But , girlf. [AinnAdlyn] , ones is the best cause I understand deeply what she's trying to say . & Matthew , you're the first to wish me . Cool-io ;D
" Jannaaah ! Bbyh , happy birthday ayeh ? Insyallah panjang umor dan murah rezeki . I Love You till my last breath ! You are the only one that understands me truly . Sweet 13 oteyyh ~ thanks for all those good deeds you spent for me darla . Lagy skali , happy birthay lovee ! "
That's what she sent me , even when she's beside me celebrating an outing with me . I read it , & gave her a hug . & to you girlf. All your words are more than a present that a person could give me .
Credits too , to those who wished me yeah yeahh : Daddeyh , Sister , AhpulSORT , Girlf. , Ayum , Kakak Jules , Akidd , Matthew , Kakak Baya , Namirah , Nadiah , Ira , Nabeel , Zee [advance] , Nasha [advance] , "Khairil"? , AleesyaLovee , Widya , Matin , Syirahhlovee & Nurul . Missing ? Sorry eyh . Thanks for ingatt-ing eyh kowangs ? ♥ youuuu all la dengg ~
Friday, December 11, 2009 ♥
Tomorrow will be the day which I'll turn , 13 years old . Haha , slow kan ? ;D Even my birthday is tomorrow , bestfriend , Matthew-ahh had already wished me . * wink *Now , hearing ' emo-tional ' songs while aleesyaalovee and ah-eenbaybehh lying down at my sweetest bed . " Jangan sampai tertido sudahh eyhh korang ! "I'm really not having mood today . All because of family members . Every family should have the up and downs , but why my family always have to gone through the down side ? Whyy ! Even all the harsh words to you all , I still do love you . But maybe , not abang . I could just pray hard that everythings will be alright by tomorrow , and that could be the biggest present for me .This few days , I always had the feeling of " not right , feeling " . Maybe to you bestfriends ? I wonder if i had ever hurt , make YOU jealous or even act as a big-fuck to you . I'm really sorry , I just can't bear loosing you all . I spent totally a lot of great time with you , & i really wish it to go on . I'm sorry okayy , bestfriends . I ♥ you all from the bottom of my heart !
" To Jannah'Jani Joyy'o :
bby , i don't want you to be sad . im sorry , nie sumer sala i . i tau , kalao i tak start nie sumer , mxg dier nie sumer , tak akan terjadi . i pon tanak fight nan Adli , pasal apee ? i tanak hilang dier . tapi cumer i nak confront dier that day . of what dier da buat to me now . you tau kaan , dier da berubah . tapi , i really hope he'll change to the old him back when he's out . i really need the old him , not now . ): "Yeahh yeahh , i understand your feeling . But , true relationships do fight . I just don't want that because of the small matter , both of you were to go to the seperate way . Promise me that , okayy ? Thanks eyhh lovveeee. Sayang sama kamu bangett .
Thursday, December 10, 2009 ♥
Let me dedicate a very short post to my "BELOVED-ASSHOLE" brother .
Start :
Hello brother ;D I hate you from the bottom of my heart , & I really do . You're much worser than those bitches outside . Nak buat perangai ehk ? Buat lahh , asalkan kau bahagia . You think with that kind of way , you can show how angry you are ? Nehh , you're wrong . Do again , I won't hesitate to clean it up , at least it's a good thing . Ahh , malas la nak bobal pasal kau . Semoga kau mampos cepat , amin ya rabbil ala'min (: Byebye , kau mati aku tanamkan . Hate you !
That's the end for my brother . Now I just want to post something for my friend , "abang" .
Start :
" Aku tahu kau dkt dalam 3 hari aje , kau janji aku eyh jage diri baekbaek dkt dalam . & make sure , daa kuar dari tu camp make sure beruba . Aku taknak , kau dgn ain gado lagy . Aku da anggap kau sbgai abang aku , and ain tu daa lebeh dary kawan rapat . Aku sediy tahu tgk korang gado . Promise aku jage ain betolbetol why . Please . & kau pun , take care pat dalam okayy . Aku pun nak cakap sorry pasal semalam . Ingat , kalau kau nak aku tlg kau untok ain , aku ada okayy . " I sent that to him cause he's leaving tomorrow . I don't want you to fight with Ain okayy . & about the previous post , sorry for my harsh words . I didn't really mean it , i was just too angry and confused with you . Just forget it , okay ? Make sure take-care ehkkk .
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ♥
For you friend , "abannggg" :
AKU YANG SAKIT HATI DGN KAU PEYH PERANGAI ! GENDENG UHH KAU ! GY JALAN SUAAA :p BAAAABBBB-IIIII :p HEARTLESS , TK PIKIRKN PASAL KAU PEYH ♥ . PIKIR KAN KAWAN LEBIY ! FUCKK YOUUU LAHHH .
Thursday, December 3, 2009 ♥
SEZAIRI Sezali , dier masok !
Yoszaahhh ;D Just came back from visiting Abang Khalid at CGH . Nyanya , pity him . Bisul bisul ! Take care , & get well soon ehy abang :DD Yesterday , slept over at cousin's crib . Before that , went slacking with loveelies , & friends . Haha , first time ehy ♥ah-een , aku menang kau tai-tee ? Tkper , tkper . Haha ! While slacking , halfway through . ♥ah-een was totally disgrace on something . Pity you . But , I totally solute you on what you're doing , cos you're doing the right thing :DD That's my bbyg ! :D Still , jgn sort-sort slalu , tk manis . Cos not only you worry about yourself , me too darla . Promise me , anything tell me cos I'm right here by your side . Senyum slalu eh pantaat :) After slacking went to cousin's crib , thanks ehy cousins for making me happy-happy slalu . Sumpah loveyouguy[s]ampaimati !
& please please , time flies faster ? I want new year ! I want school to re-open ! I want to spent time more with my bbyg. , ♥ah-een ! PLEASE !
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 ♥
The picture , my new boyfriend ? Amciam ? Nyanya ~Sappppp peep-os . Currently otp with Nuran Matin Bin Salimman , full name eh ? Bagus kn . Nyahaha ;D Today I gain stamina , yay yayy ! Went swimming early in the morning with , ah-een , aleesya & insyirah . I swear i got no idea what more to post , decided not to post anything . But anak Salimman forced me to . Sedih knkn ? Haha , lekk . Jokejoke :))& yeah guys , do play game at y8 okayy ? funn tauu ;D hahaha , the kidd-o in you , can feel it .anak Salimman : sayer da post . amciam ? happy ? haha .da , bye !
Sappppp peep-os . Currently otp with Nuran Matin Bin Salimman , full name eh ? Bagus kn . Nyahaha ;D Today I gain stamina , yay yayy ! Went swimming early in the morning with , ah-een , aleesya & insyirah . I swear i got no idea what more to post , decided not to post anything . But anak Salimman forced me to . Sedih knkn ? Haha , lekk . Jokejoke :))
& yeah guys , do play game at y8 okayy ? funn tauu ;D hahaha , the kidd-o in you , can feel it .
anak Salimman : sayer da post . amciam ? happy ? haha .
da , bye !
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