Tomorrow will be the day which I'll turn , 13 years old . Haha , slow kan ? ;D Even my birthday is tomorrow , bestfriend , Matthew-ahh had already wished me . * wink *Now , hearing ' emo-tional ' songs while aleesyaalovee and ah-eenbaybehh lying down at my sweetest bed . " Jangan sampai tertido sudahh eyhh korang ! "I'm really not having mood today . All because of family members . Every family should have the up and downs , but why my family always have to gone through the down side ? Whyy ! Even all the harsh words to you all , I still do love you . But maybe , not abang . I could just pray hard that everythings will be alright by tomorrow , and that could be the biggest present for me .This few days , I always had the feeling of " not right , feeling " . Maybe to you bestfriends ? I wonder if i had ever hurt , make YOU jealous or even act as a big-fuck to you . I'm really sorry , I just can't bear loosing you all . I spent totally a lot of great time with you , & i really wish it to go on . I'm sorry okayy , bestfriends . I ♥ you all from the bottom of my heart !

" To Jannah'Jani Joyy'o :
bby , i don't want you to be sad . im sorry , nie sumer sala i . i tau , kalao i tak start nie sumer , mxg dier nie sumer , tak akan terjadi . i pon tanak fight nan Adli , pasal apee ? i tanak hilang dier . tapi cumer i nak confront dier that day . of what dier da buat to me now . you tau kaan , dier da berubah . tapi , i really hope he'll change to the old him back when he's out . i really need the old him , not now . ): "Yeahh yeahh , i understand your feeling . But , true relationships do fight . I just don't want that because of the small matter , both of you were to go to the seperate way . Promise me that , okayy ? Thanks eyhh lovveeee. Sayang sama kamu bangett .