can I have a Prince?

Sunday, January 31, 2010 ♥

" Pertama kali , terpandang wajahmu ..
Senyumanmu memikat hatiku ..
Inginku berjumpa denganmu ..

Luaskan rasa hatiku ..

Berikanlah aku peluang ..
Menuju kekasih dan sayang ..

Memberi cinta sepenuhnya ..
Padamu Oh " A ..... "

Pertama kali , berjumpa ..
Kedua kali , bercinta ..
Kali ketiga , nan bahagia ..

Namun akhirnya terpisah ..

Ku tersilap langkah ..

Laluku terpisah ..

Maafkan dan diriku sayang ..

Berikanlah aku peluang lagi ..
Untuk bertambah mu kembali ..

Hatimu setelah ku lukai ..

Cuba untuk mengubati ..

Dirimu yang ku kasihin yang amat ku
sayangi ..

Mengapa ini terjadi ..
Setelah lama bersama ..

Ini semua berakhir ..
Antara ku dan , " ? " .. "

That song , ^^ . Those that were being italic is very meaningful for me , huhh ? I think it could be related for someone . I started loving this song , when Bbyg's [ Goodgurl , & Naanoositaa ] kept on siniging it at their class . A big credits to Bbyg's yeahh ? * wink wink * ;) Bbyg's kalau korang tahu lagi lagu baru yang bermakne , taqmo tanam ehc . (: Loveekorang many lahh wheeiii !

" Bilaku pejam mata , dirimu yang menjelma .
Bertemu kita di dalam mimpi indah . - Mimpi Indah "

♥

2nd day at marsiling , (:
Just had my late dinner after coming back from Johore / Malacca . One day destination , tiring y'know . Hmm .. I'm missing my babyg's , Naanoositaa & Goodghurl , (: Naq meet korang like now cann ? Taqpe , Monday make sure give me a tight hug ehc bestfriends , ;DD ! I also miss aku pehh sanchez la wheii , wakaka . Okay , shut up . Don't think tomorrow can blog cause accompanying Daddy to do some prepapration on the new kedai , & also the " wedddd.... " ? Heeh ! Off .

P/S : Goodghurl , Naanoositaa , Sanchez i miss yuuu guys like maot siul ! Arghhhh , jumper cann ? Make sure ehc , ;DD !

Saturday, January 30, 2010 ♥

Saturday midnight , (:
As usual , every weekend to marsiling . Everyone's asleep except me , alone sitting at the hall . Imagine ? Hahaa . Ohh , i'm so bored !

Ohh , yoszaahhh ! Today's Mummy Sexylicious birthday , (:
Happy happy Birthday !
May your dream come true .
& take care of all your anak , including the one dalam your cute stomach , ;DD !

Boy , ilyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! (: Concentrate on whatever youu have to first , k ?

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ♥

School ! Oh , i've been wondering about it , as always . Whenever night comes , the permanent question will pop-out from my mind . " What gonna happen tomorrow at school ? " That's the question ! Nowadays , school went normal . 2A2 , quite boring i admit . But thanks thanks to ,
Julie - my everytime partner , loveyuu uhc (: , & my laughing partner , ( ahh ! she's everything lahh , the best punyaa ! )
Jia Ming - my Japanese tutor
Mahathir - my journalist ( he always take note of my lovestory )
Alif - provides me tissue as always
Matthew - forever my bestfriend , laughing partner ^^
Without them , 2A2 will be a disaster for me . No funs , & no laughters . Thanks yeahh , guys (:

♥

" I realised a lil' changes in you . I stood quiet , & stay strong . Till yesterday , i let out everything to ♥Nasyahh , & it even made me cry infront of her . I've no right to control your life , but the way you are seems very hurtful . All i do is bare with it . Nowadays you seems less accompanying me , but more to [ insert name ] . I realised it till today . There's no way for me to confront you , cause i know that it may hurt you . Honestly , you're now more to [ insert name ] , than to who i am . Everytime seeing you behaving in such a way , i would just give a smile , & enjoy the same as you . But in times , i left aside . & see all those hurtful thing . I post this , cause i admit that i've no guts to handle it in front you , as it's much worser than what i expected .
I know that you'll be reading this for sure . I'm letting this out , because i wouldn't bare to loose , & you're meant everything to me . Sumpah , i love youu , & that's why .. "

Ohh , k . Enough of emotional-ling . It just seems hard nowadays . School going on as per normal . Nothing's really fun happening . & ohh , my hand get spilled by hot water . & now , growing blisters . Nbcb !! Pray hard to get well soon , please . Yoszahh , one thing in my mind now . Should i change school , or should i not ??

P/S : Boy , i love you really much , ;D .

Monday, January 18, 2010 ♥

Sister , thanks for hurting me as always ! You're the one who causes the pain my heart . Those tantrum from me towards you , i always tried to control . But because of the " controlling " , i even felt like crying . I remembered you saying that you love others more than your own sister . That sentence is always keep hold on my mind . Thanks , ;( ! You always pick on me , control me in every movement i made . But do you realise your ownself ? Because you're my sister , i tried to control on everything . For all your doings , thanks ehc ! D;

Hello-wello people , (:
Tomorrow Sec 2 babes will be out for excursion , & i'll be at school with my Sec 1 babes . Sedehh uhc ! Overnight with Sec 1 babes too . Ahheen , you should know why i'm sedehh right ? Because of missing you , Naanoositaa , & .... ( Diam uhc ! Haha . ) Indeed , today friends made my day a disaster , (: Thanks lovelies . :P Be back with my Sec 2 babes again on Thursday , (; .

Ahheen , rindu sama ii . Tngok ii pehh gambar tu ehc ? ii tao cute , haha ! ii cinta sama yuu pantat !

Labels: i want youu ., i'm just jealous of you

Sunday, January 17, 2010 ♥

At last !! I'm back , after a week of keeping silence . I'm just too busy on school stuffs , & those upcoming events . I think i would have to share quite a few things , huhh ? Let me start about yesterday .
Had an outing with schoolmates , & B.girls . Overall was " considered " a great day , but at the same time was quite frustrated for being " sochaii sehari " . But i get that off my mind , what i know is that friends had made my day , (: Spent time at Gradnlink , karaoke'ing . Thought of slacking at Townpark next , but those guys left the roses behind . Damnn all of youuu ! Still , thanks ehc thanks friends for making my day , (: It is totally a memorable one . Reached home around 11 plus ? Once reached home , changed . & played computer . After , conference with ♥ Nasyaah Kental , & Aimannn Mepekk , ( yu guys know ehc , namer kiter je ) ! Haha . Had a lot of laughters , " majok'ing " . Nyekkk ~ Hang up the phone at around 3 in the morning , & off to bed . (:

Another topic :
I just can't wait for the Sec One Orientation Camp . Sec One babes , i'm there with yu guys . No matter how i'm looking forward to , i still haven't even done my duty yet . -.- , what kind of leader ? Haha . Heck care la . Sadness at the same time , cause i can't join my Sec Two babes to " what " farm ? Julie !! Sorry ehc kalau sorang , so sorry ;( Next week would really be a busy day . I swear !!

P/S : Friends , if nak gambar dkat tagged okeehh !

Monday, January 11, 2010 ♥

School turns out to be fun exactly like how i thought of . It seems like , no problems in me (:
How i wish , everyday could be like this , or even better . Spent a lot of enthusiasm with besties , even more with ♥BESTFRIEND . A good news also , turns me out ! I get to be the sports leader , & even more i'm the leader (: Alhamdulillahh , syukur . Looking forward more to the Secondary One Orientation Camp . Eqaaaa , ai naq yu pehh class ! Insya'allah , ehc !

Off to bathe , hopefully tomorrow would be a good one , (:

Sunday, January 10, 2010 ♥

Fridayyyyy !
It was a tremendous day , like what i felt . No smiles were brought . A statement would just pay off . Teachers' siding the other party , when the other party is at fault . I just calm , relaxing . Fighting for my right , but no use ! Damn la , huhh . Ohh , let karma pays offf (: Good luck , chikoc .

Thursday, January 7, 2010 ♥

Start the day with a fresh one , (:
Met Ahh'een . Followed by Naanoosita , & EQA'Jepon . Heaven-ed under block 736 , and off to school . Today is the great one . Bestfriends made laugh , & smile all the way . Thanks , lovee . It's like an at last . Hmm , off lahh ehk . (: Byeeeee .

Wednesday, January 6, 2010 ♥

Everything seems to be much more better at school today , rather than those past days . Still , ' this ' particular thing made me felt really perfunctory whether to attend school or not . However , i try to move on and act as though there's nothing happening . I try to get rid of those heart-ache whenever at school , so that the ' lively ' between me and friends are there .

Ohh yeahh ! Wishing a greatful thanks to Julie , Ira , Nadiah , Syirah , Alisya , Naanoositaa , Ahh'een & of course the sec ones' babes for making the day even i'm down in the inside ;( Yesterday lepak'ing with you guys was the most memorable one .Lovin korang dehh , ♥ !

Tuesday, January 5, 2010 ♥

Awww ~ Lagu feeling (:
I'm not trying to be minah jiwang ehk , but i think i solute them for these kind of people ;P .

School ! First , & second day seems hard for me to go through because of something . But , i'm trying the best of the best to move on . A hurtful heart , really made me giving up . Anyway to stop this ?

Monday, January 4, 2010 ♥

I was hugging my bolster just now , roll here , roll there . But , i can't get off to my lalaland . Quickly took brother's lappy , & here i am . :)
School starting in a few hours time . Just wonder what gonna happen later . Pray hard , it's gonna be fun . Secondary 2 , life ? Major people says that Secondary 2 is the most fun time , i just wonder . Let's wait , & see . I'm off to continuing watching my 100% movie , Boys Before Flowers . I know i'm outdated , but who cares ? :P

Sunday, January 3, 2010 ♥

At last , i'm home sweet home . Tomorrow school's opening . Looking forward .
Byeeee , (:

Friday, January 1, 2010 ♥

Hello , 2010 ! (:
I started my new year with a wide smile . Had a last minute countdown planning , with ♥ Kak Feerah ♥ . Not only us , but we even met Kak Feerah friend , Isra , to countdown with . & a co-incidence . Isra , is Zainab's cousin , (: ! Small world , yeahh .
A bottle of breezer , & ciggies made the countdown more lively . An act of criminal also , made the ending of the countdown more lively . & for overall , the whole thing could be a memoryy (: ! Thanks yeahh , Kak Feerahh . (: Loving'you uhh . I think without you , no countdownn .