" I realised a lil' changes in you . I stood quiet , & stay strong . Till yesterday , i let out everything to ♥Nasyahh , & it even made me cry infront of her . I've no right to control your life , but the way you are seems very hurtful . All i do is bare with it . Nowadays you seems less accompanying me , but more to [ insert name ] . I realised it till today . There's no way for me to confront you , cause i know that it may hurt you . Honestly , you're now more to [ insert name ] , than to who i am . Everytime seeing you behaving in such a way , i would just give a smile , & enjoy the same as you . But in times , i left aside . & see all those hurtful thing . I post this , cause i admit that i've no guts to handle it in front you , as it's much worser than what i expected .
I know that you'll be reading this for sure . I'm letting this out , because i wouldn't bare to loose , & you're meant everything to me . Sumpah , i love youu , & that's why .. "

Ohh , k . Enough of emotional-ling . It just seems hard nowadays . School going on as per normal . Nothing's really fun happening . & ohh , my hand get spilled by hot water . & now , growing blisters . Nbcb !! Pray hard to get well soon , please . Yoszahh , one thing in my mind now . Should i change school , or should i not ??

P/S : Boy , i love you really much , ;D .