" Dekat-dekat disayang , jauh-jauh dikenang . "
I've waited for youh , sumpah darah naek siaaaaa ! Not referring to Sanchez ehh .
I've waited for youh , sumpah darah naek siaaaaa ! Not referring to Sanchez ehh .
Sunday, March 28, 2010 ♥
Saturday, March 27, 2010 ♥
I guess i have a lot to talk about . ( not really , actually )
Where should i start ? ..
Yesterday was a great day for me , (: . I enjoy my time with besties . Thought of practicing dance , but ended up we share stories . We cry , we laugh and we solve it together . Now i realized , that a person may looks like a happy-go-lucky one , but that particular person will surely have a problem , which sometimes we won't even expected . Everyone is not perfect . Problems is everywhere , but we can solve it .
Yesterday was really a great moment for me , (: . Besties should know why . Thanks Julie , Inin and Cinoneh . Hmm .. Thanks to Nuyuul too , cause she's the one who always made me smile and laugh . ^^ ..
o.O , i was awakened by Adilla's call . Thanks Adilla , if not i'll be late . Yeaah , just now we have to go to school as we have CIP . It was fun ! But my beloved cb , Julie , was not there . So , not really fun uhh , ): . She woke up late , -.- . Later than me . Sodeh taw . Heee ~
I know i'm typing nonsense , i'm sleepy ! But at least youh readers could understand briefly , right ? Heee ~ Byeee (:
Where should i start ? ..
Yesterday was a great day for me , (: . I enjoy my time with besties . Thought of practicing dance , but ended up we share stories . We cry , we laugh and we solve it together . Now i realized , that a person may looks like a happy-go-lucky one , but that particular person will surely have a problem , which sometimes we won't even expected . Everyone is not perfect . Problems is everywhere , but we can solve it .
Yesterday was really a great moment for me , (: . Besties should know why . Thanks Julie , Inin and Cinoneh . Hmm .. Thanks to Nuyuul too , cause she's the one who always made me smile and laugh . ^^ ..
o.O , i was awakened by Adilla's call . Thanks Adilla , if not i'll be late . Yeaah , just now we have to go to school as we have CIP . It was fun ! But my beloved cb , Julie , was not there . So , not really fun uhh , ): . She woke up late , -.- . Later than me . Sodeh taw . Heee ~
I know i'm typing nonsense , i'm sleepy ! But at least youh readers could understand briefly , right ? Heee ~ Byeee (:
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Thursday, March 25, 2010 ♥
Jajaa kembali lagy , (: !
Got miss me , hee ? ~
I know my blog is dead due to my " busyness " .
Sorry ehh guys .
Have been busy lately with family .
March holidays , I was booked by family . Had to help them out , with the preparation of Daddy's marriage . Alhamdulillah , everything has ended with full of joy and happiness . :(
March holidays , I was booked by family . Had to help them out , with the preparation of Daddy's marriage . Alhamdulillah , everything has ended with full of joy and happiness . :(
Not all my relatives from Arwah ibu's side turn up ,& it's a bad sign .
Hmm , during the ceremony , met Kak Adah . Bumped into her ,& she told me to change school to Canberra . I went extremely blank . Next , Abang Zaidil friends also psycho me to go in Woodgrove . They say , " Ehh , masok Woodgrove . Da ader bola untok pompan tawu ! Masok . " Ahhhh , but high chance moving to Woodgrove . Daddy's applying by the end of this month . Hopefully things change ! I wouldn't want to leave ` J . A . N , Ninjaa , 2A2 , 1N2 , abangku & for sure Sanchez ! :( , life would be meaningless without them . Swear . Pray hard ehh guys . But majority keep on saying , " if it's best for youh than better change . "
Ouhh , i had a great fight with kakak yesterday . Thanks uhh thanks . I'll keep hold of every single word youh said to me . Thanks super'b-lots .
Ouhhhhh , today has been a very bad at school , :( .
Early in the morning get a very super-licious-great nagging from form teachers for not coming to school yesterday , -.- . I have family problem & they said it's nonsense . Wth luhh kan ? It's not me who didn't want to come , but it's my Daddy told me not to go . & they asked for Daddy's number , as they want to call him . Sumpah sort siaaa member . Not only that , they also get to the point that my finger nails is coloured . Kuneeeekk luhh . Ahhhhh , sort luhhh ! Somemore , Sanchez didn't come . Langsong no mood ! Tsk tsk .
Early in the morning get a very super-licious-great nagging from form teachers for not coming to school yesterday , -.- . I have family problem & they said it's nonsense . Wth luhh kan ? It's not me who didn't want to come , but it's my Daddy told me not to go . & they asked for Daddy's number , as they want to call him . Sumpah sort siaaa member . Not only that , they also get to the point that my finger nails is coloured . Kuneeeekk luhh . Ahhhhh , sort luhhh ! Somemore , Sanchez didn't come . Langsong no mood ! Tsk tsk .
Currently in D&T room , at least got my beloved cibye to layan me (: .
Weee hee ~
Got to go , i think blog will be dead like again . Wait till my next presence . Taddaaaaa ~
Monday, March 22, 2010 ♥
Jajaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sudah kembali , (:
Week ~
Had been busy lately with Daddy's marriage and stuffs . So , pardon me eh ? If i were too busy . Hmm , i would not be updating blog that often , busy in some stuffs .
I've been thinking over and over again .. Should I change or should I not ? I would want to change as it's too tough for me to continue . I would'nt want because I don't want to leave my friend , those `J.A.N ! Gawd , tag me for the right idea can
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Week ~
Had been busy lately with Daddy's marriage and stuffs . So , pardon me eh ? If i were too busy . Hmm , i would not be updating blog that often , busy in some stuffs .
I've been thinking over and over again .. Should I change or should I not ? I would want to change as it's too tough for me to continue . I would'nt want because I don't want to leave my friend , those `J.A.N ! Gawd , tag me for the right idea can
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Sunday, March 14, 2010 ♥
♥ , NurulCinoneh !
To my one&only Nurul'Cinoneh , ♥ :
Do youh know how sad am ai , after reading yourh blog ? Yourh decision which ai totally disagree of . Please dear , ai know why youh want to change school . One of the reason might be because of youh're staying far. But what more about me , dear ? Marsiling , even further . If ai can cope with it , for sure youh can too , right ? Please , Nurul . If youh need a ear-listener , ai'm here for youh . If youh have a problem , share it with me . Ai'll try to help as much as ai could , for youh . Ai could sacrifice , if youh're willing to . Please , dear . Youh're one of the greatest friend in Seagelap~ , pretty please lovee ? ♥ , ai hope youh could think twice . :( . Ily , from the bottom of my heart .
♥ , AimanSanchez' !
awww ~ how sweet can he be ? tht `sacnchez truly touched my heart , (: . he really made me believe in how big the love for this relationship . all our wishes are granted , so far . things are getting much better , like what we wanted . alhamdulillah ! no matter how far we are for this whole week , still there's a place for youh in my heart , winks . i can't elaborate much , but ily & yes , i do . ♥ !
♥ , Bapak`Jani !
the special day for youh is coming even nearer . ai don't know what's with my feeling , :( . thanks for all the scarification , love , care , money & everything . youh've been the one who've been accompanying me throughout my thirteen years of living . even if ai were to cry full enough to fit in the pale , i'm still grateful to have youh . even if ai say ai hate youh , ai didn't mean it cause ai love youh . youh've been the greatest daddy , ai ever had . :( , thanks for everything . ai hope after this , youh could still give the love which youh used to give me and siblings .
jannah , pemalas .
♥
Pretty kan ? hehhh , thats my girl . Butbut , dier pemalas . ;)
It's been 2 days since i've met her . Seems long but its only 2 days . grr . How i wish i am with her right now . I sosososo miss her ! Gladly , im meeting her tomorrow . Nak "belajar" katerkan .
I love her random`ness , kelakar gilee . JANNAHH ! iloveyou laa , saper saper nak dier , langkah mayat aku . hehh . I cannot imagine life without you , my life will be like im dead . Serious shit taoo . You are too special for meeeee ! kk , otak dah blank . Last but not least , *winks*
Jannah , my love .
Thursday, March 11, 2010 ♥
Hello , this is aimansanchez .
I'm having fever right now ): Probably thinking of her too much .
As days goes by , things are getting quite worst . We fought over small matters .
I'm really sorry though . I hope we could both change for the better ;)
Jannah , ily from the bottom of my heart .
I am really grateful to have you & remember our promise kay ?
&& can you promise me something ? Please dont do stupid things to your hand .
I dont want you to be hurt .
I'm having fever right now ): Probably thinking of her too much .
As days goes by , things are getting quite worst . We fought over small matters .
I'm really sorry though . I hope we could both change for the better ;)
Jannah , ily from the bottom of my heart .
I am really grateful to have you & remember our promise kay ?
&& can you promise me something ? Please dont do stupid things to your hand .
I dont want you to be hurt .
♥
Today seems to be very dull . It was very interesting at the starting , but ended up with a disaster .
I just don't know why I'm acting like one bitch today . I throw tantrum towards other people , show attitude to those people which not in fault , getting moody , fought with Tambi and Boyfriend , not paying attention in class & the most stupid thing is , do a STUPID thing to my hand .
:( , I'm really sorry Julie Billy . I know that you don't like it . But i was just too angry just now till it made me feel like doing so . I'm really sorry Julie Billy . I'm also sorry for hurting my ownself . What Julie say is true , i will ended up with regrets . I'm damn sorry Julie !
Allah , why must this happen to me ? Change me . I'm not acting like the way i used to be . I want the old me , please .
♥♥ `Inin Ehsaa~i ( Ahheen Goodghurl ) :
Th name , i just maen hantam (:
I know that today amongst all , I'm being the most bitchy one towards you . I'll just express it here , okay ? Firstly , i was not in the mood . & secondly , i was really sad because of this particular thing till it hurts me a lot . I've never ever felt this hurt before . You told me you want " him " back , but than without fail you are just entertaining the another " him " . I tried my best to help you get " him " back , but you showing me as though you are really loving the another " him " . When i fought with " him " just now , you seem to be siding " him " , even he's ABSOLUTELY in the fault . :( , and I'm being honest that I'm really sad till i get into the bad stage ,& those nonsense behaviour came to me . I know that it's not even a good reason for me to throw tantrum towards you . I wanted to say sorry and express my feelings just now at the bus , but I just feel like crying , cause you seem as though you don't care about me anymore . :( , I'm really down and absolutely sorry , Inin . I swear I didn't mean it , truly sorry . Forgive me ehh ? I would care if I were to lose others , but I would care even more if I were to lose you and Nuyuul . I'm super-b sorry yeaaahh , ♥ ? Really sorry . No other words than ily from th bottom of my heart .
P/S : 40 % of my heart says no , and 60% of my heart says yes , to change school , :(. Am I thinking of the right decision ? Tag meeeeeee .
I just don't know why I'm acting like one bitch today . I throw tantrum towards other people , show attitude to those people which not in fault , getting moody , fought with Tambi and Boyfriend , not paying attention in class & the most stupid thing is , do a STUPID thing to my hand .
:( , I'm really sorry Julie Billy . I know that you don't like it . But i was just too angry just now till it made me feel like doing so . I'm really sorry Julie Billy . I'm also sorry for hurting my ownself . What Julie say is true , i will ended up with regrets . I'm damn sorry Julie !
Allah , why must this happen to me ? Change me . I'm not acting like the way i used to be . I want the old me , please .
♥♥ `Inin Ehsaa~i ( Ahheen Goodghurl ) :
Th name , i just maen hantam (:
I know that today amongst all , I'm being the most bitchy one towards you . I'll just express it here , okay ? Firstly , i was not in the mood . & secondly , i was really sad because of this particular thing till it hurts me a lot . I've never ever felt this hurt before . You told me you want " him " back , but than without fail you are just entertaining the another " him " . I tried my best to help you get " him " back , but you showing me as though you are really loving the another " him " . When i fought with " him " just now , you seem to be siding " him " , even he's ABSOLUTELY in the fault . :( , and I'm being honest that I'm really sad till i get into the bad stage ,& those nonsense behaviour came to me . I know that it's not even a good reason for me to throw tantrum towards you . I wanted to say sorry and express my feelings just now at the bus , but I just feel like crying , cause you seem as though you don't care about me anymore . :( , I'm really down and absolutely sorry , Inin . I swear I didn't mean it , truly sorry . Forgive me ehh ? I would care if I were to lose others , but I would care even more if I were to lose you and Nuyuul . I'm super-b sorry yeaaahh , ♥ ? Really sorry . No other words than ily from th bottom of my heart .
P/S : 40 % of my heart says no , and 60% of my heart says yes , to change school , :(. Am I thinking of the right decision ? Tag meeeeeee .
♥
At last , im done with my blogskin (:
Sorry ehh , kalaw ader siket kunekk . Haa .
Currently at school , Miss Lau Lee Ling lesson .
Supposed to do quiz , but malas lehh .
:P , once im back . I'll try to blog , yeaaaah .
*Wink*
Sorry ehh , kalaw ader siket kunekk . Haa .
Currently at school , Miss Lau Lee Ling lesson .
Supposed to do quiz , but malas lehh .
:P , once im back . I'll try to blog , yeaaaah .
*Wink*
Monday, March 8, 2010 ♥
741 used to be a lovely place filled with great memories . But now , it's the place where , girlfriends / ♥` J . A . N , would cry out loud over guys . It may be a waste of time and a disgust crying over guys . But those guys that we shed tears for , are worth to us . Those are the guys which wake us up to know the true meaning of love . It may sounds unrealistic as , how could just a teenage love knew the true meaning of love . But to us , they really awake us up to be serious and know what love are for . No matter how pain that guy had made us felt , till made us really fed-up . Still , they are too special for us to forget . ♥ ` A . N , cried over guys who had left them . But for me , i cried for this guy which is mine ,& because i miss him . As it seems that things tend to change . But to that guy , as what i promised you . No matter what happens , i still love you . :( , Ohh Dear !
♥`A . N :
I was really speechless when i saw you both cried just now . You both cried , as though it seems to be the end . No guys , there's surely a continuous . Like i said , " every tears that dropped , it shows how big the love from you to that guy " . That tears will not be a waste , believe me . The love ones will come back to you one day . Believe me , k ? Even that guy had made you heart-broken ., not to worry like you said to me just now while i was crying at the bus-stop , " `J . A . N is here . Don't ever keep a secret . " & yeaah , hearing that phrase made me smile . I'm not regretful having you both . Thanks guys , (:
Ily more than everything , (:
♥`A . N :
I was really speechless when i saw you both cried just now . You both cried , as though it seems to be the end . No guys , there's surely a continuous . Like i said , " every tears that dropped , it shows how big the love from you to that guy " . That tears will not be a waste , believe me . The love ones will come back to you one day . Believe me , k ? Even that guy had made you heart-broken ., not to worry like you said to me just now while i was crying at the bus-stop , " `J . A . N is here . Don't ever keep a secret . " & yeaah , hearing that phrase made me smile . I'm not regretful having you both . Thanks guys , (:
Ily more than everything , (:
Saturday, March 6, 2010 ♥
Untuk Sahabat ! A special song to me , for my ` J . A . N . Thanks guys for making me knew the true meaning of friendship , let me feel the happiness of a friendship . Thanks a lot . There's a lot that couldn't be type , cause everything is stuck inside my heart . Thanks guys for everything , ilyvvvvvvvvvvvm (:
` Nuyuul ,& ` Ahheen ..
` Nuyuul ,& ` Ahheen ..
♥
" "Seandainya tak lagi bersama ,
semua kenangan megusik jiwa . "
semua kenangan megusik jiwa . "
sumpah sia , im seriously sadd .. why must you shift ? to marsiling lagi ! WHY MUST BAPAK KHAWIN LAGI ?! ehk sumpah sia , sediy gylee siaa . dh pindah taqpe uh , jgn pindah skula sudahh ehk . pleaseee , im begging you ): i wonder , how's life without you ? who will ai be with when life's without you ? who's gonna help me if ai need help truly ? ehk sumpah sia , sediy gile when you say you're shifting at the end of March . idk how to describe more , and ai have no where to tell except here . we're going to be 2 years of friendship . i wouldn't want it to just end like that . seriously . ai still keep the mxg yu gave abt the class pit , that 10 mxgs long yu sacrifice for me . pleaseeeee , don't change school ! im begging you !.. ai know its a shrt post . ai cant type any longer , cuz im seriously sad abt your shift . jgn lupe ai kehy b ? ilymillionlots ): "
yu made me cried even worser , than ever .
i'll try my best to change th decision tht bapak made .
first impression when bapak told me tht , i was only thinking about yu , & tht was because i get into tears .
No matter how , i'll try to sacrifice for yu , by not changing school .
& if it really don't works , i'll promise me you , you'll always be apart of me .
sorry for wasting your tears
over me ,
i'm sorry .
really sorry .
iloveyouevenmmore .
yu made me cried even worser , than ever .
i'll try my best to change th decision tht bapak made .
first impression when bapak told me tht , i was only thinking about yu , & tht was because i get into tears .
No matter how , i'll try to sacrifice for yu , by not changing school .
& if it really don't works , i'll promise me you , you'll always be apart of me .
sorry for wasting your tears
over me ,
i'm sorry .
really sorry .
iloveyouevenmmore .
Thursday, March 4, 2010 ♥
Uncle jenggot jenggot jenggot jenggot bandung ! :D
Heeh .
^^ , Julie and Sarah disturbed me with tht . Sedeh kankankan . -.- , haa .
Currently at D&T , i'm just too pissed off with th work . Sumpah menyaketkan hati !
Thank God , last minute get th chance to browse through internet .
Aper lagy ? Blog uhh , haa . (:
Ohh , ' boyfriend ' going to match later versus Coral Sec , i think .
Good luck ehh ? Sayang kao uhh ! Haa .
Detention 2 hours later , thn off to soccer match ! ;(
Cb , sedehh liao !
Heeh .
^^ , Julie and Sarah disturbed me with tht . Sedeh kankankan . -.- , haa .
Currently at D&T , i'm just too pissed off with th work . Sumpah menyaketkan hati !
Thank God , last minute get th chance to browse through internet .
Aper lagy ? Blog uhh , haa . (:
Ohh , ' boyfriend ' going to match later versus Coral Sec , i think .
Good luck ehh ? Sayang kao uhh ! Haa .
Detention 2 hours later , thn off to soccer match ! ;(
Cb , sedehh liao !
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 ♥
Un-private blog (:
Back peeps ! Sorry for making my blog private for quite a few days .
Due to some reason ,& because of my blogskin .
Now , feel free reading yeaaaaahh (:
Today didn't went to school , overslept . Aper lagy ? Taqde MC , nampak-nampaknyer detention luhh eh . -.- , sedehh kankankan ? Hmm .. Ai have problems , big problems ! `Ghuddgurl , you should know why ehh ? `Ahdeq Tokyo i'll share to yuu when i'm back to school ehh ? Sumpahhhh fall la siaaaahhhh . Errrhhh , okay luhh . Got to go , helping Daddy on packing some stuffs . 20 more days at Pa'ris , ;( . Miss me yeaaah peeps ? Ohh , yeeaaah . Daddy told me to change school . :(