Things have been worrying me . I feel something has went wrong . But I just don't know what it is . I've been thinking a lot of Arwah Ibu till I wrote her name at my hand despite other names . I've been thinking of ♥ `J.A.N , ♥ `Ninnjja , ♥ ` Wa_ _ _ _ _ , ♥ `Sanchez . I notice that I've been thinking of random people too . What's wrong Jajaa ?! I thought you're strong ! I think all this started because of him . Daaaamn luh ! I've been waiting for the happiest day to come , but when ? Ya Allah , hope it'll happen soon .


I was looking back at my photos . And guess what ? I found all those memorable photos which I spent with ♥ `Ninnjja . Loves , do you remember this ? When we sing and laugh like nobody business . We regard as though ODA was our place ? Haha . This was the greatest day for ♥ `Ninnjja , I suppose . I still have those funny videos under my documents . I laugh my ass out looking at those video . I just hope that this day would ever come again , (: . Please Allah ! It's the greatest which I just treasure . & the date was on the , 09.02.10 . Memories which I'll treasure forever .