What should i describe my mood at school today ? Happy ? Sad ? Boring ? I think all of it is mixed . Starting of the day , i was quite in a happy mood . Except for one thing that totally despise me . Met `Nuyuul at opposite bus-stop , west . As usual , she made me laugh . Thanks , ♥ . `Inin was late .
For the first 5 periods , which is before recess . This particular thing really bothers me till i can't even concentrate on my studies . I wrote this letter to give to `Sanchez and also to release a bit of the 'bother-ness' that distracts me . Unfortunately , idk what's happening to me . It's my first time that i easily give up on something . I was so worried . Till recess , i used `Inin's phone to call `Sanchez . His tonation really made me down , and he seems like not talking to me . Straight away after end the call . I cried cause i'm worried , missing him ,& sad . I told ♥`J.A.N . They hold my hand . And told me to stop crying . Thanks a lot , guys . Both of them wipe my tears . `Inin consult me , `Nuyuul made me laugh and smile . I sat down at the foyer , closing my face . & that's the point where i actually cried even worser cause i was really pleased and touched by the both of them . " `J.A.N aderh per . " That's what `Nuyuul said ,& i smiled . Ily both many2 ! Right after recess , i still can't get my full attention . The 'bother-ness' distracts me even worser . I kept on thinking about him ,& the short conversation during recess . I just try to put up the best even it's bothering me . I was damn worry till I used both `Julie & Adilla's phone to message him . At the end of the day , Adilla showed me what `Sanchez has replied . Alhamdulillah , that was the happiest point . Everythings back to fine for me , (: . & straight from there onwards . ♥`J.A.N/♥`Ninja , made my day . (: , thanks a lot !

- I'm sorry for being such a disgraceful person , :( .
- Akuh tk buat apape dngan dyer ader ngerti tk ? Akuh nk tawu the truth .