Imma a lil' girl which is only good at hurting guys feelings & the girl names , Jaja .
Can I just let it all out here ? I'm suffering damn much , honest .
Adli Sanchi .
Motive for all your words ? Hello , wtf uhr . Kiter contact ? You texted me only when you get to know some info , than you'll carik pasal with me . =.=' Contact ke tuhh namernyer ? Yeaah , i do fall for you AT TIMES . Get that right ? You're the one who gets the idea the other way round for goodness sake . English is the first priority for a language . Please okay ? I'm really speechless either wordless .
Aku tatao aperh kau dah lancaoweh pasal aku sampai namer aku jatoh , thanks ehh .
( One of your secret is still in my hand , -.- )
Aiman Sanchez .
I lie . I'm dishonest . Say everything as you wish . You know the truth ? The truth between you and the third party . Korang bobal ader Jannah tak ? Tak kan ? Entah aper korang da bobal pun Jannah tatao . Ohhhhh a'ah , lelaki peh lancaoweh lagi hebat dari pompan kan ? Terluper luh .
You told me to pick between you and him . If I were to pick you , I don't think you will even put the full trust on me . You kept on saying negative things , which I totally disagree and I totally hate it ! Get it ?. How am I suppose to express ily and say ily to you , even tht you will think it's not true ? You're hurt ? I'm even more hurtful , Aiman .
27/2-30/5 ? 3 months 3 days . Insya'allah , i'll continue it again .
Sunday, May 30, 2010 ♥
Monday, May 17, 2010 ♥
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Heeeeeeeeeey !
Regret . Girlfriends have been waiting for their pictures but I still haven't upload . It's all because of the computer at my room . I tried uploading . But it took more than an hour , but still not uploaded . -.-' . Hm , right now I'm using another computer . Sumpah connection bagos nak mampos . Except for the MSN . Ahh , i'll update through here aye girlfriends ? Janji . By besok , :) . Hehehehh .
About today . Had a great time at school . It's just my day , (: . During assembly , there's this performance . By a great rapper and beatbox-er . Richard Jansen and Zul Mystroe ! Sumpah in love , tak bedek . " I met this girl , a Superfly Chick . " . Ohh , I've putted as my blog song . Hear it , it's nice . Tak bedek . (: . Haha ! That's all i guess .
Sunday, May 16, 2010 ♥
NINNJJA's , ♥ korangs . Haha ! Random kann .
Borinng Saturdaay !
Did nothing besides playing computer . Hearing Korean Songs and watching Korean Movies . O.o , I'm back to a Korean ♥'er . Bare with it eh ? Want me to recommend any groups from Korea ? Wonder Girls , SS501 , Big Bang , 2NE1 . (: Besides that , went to Chong Pang with family . Bought some clothes . I followed for the sake of following , -.- . As I'm bored at home !
GOSSH , I've been having bad stomach cramps and headache lately . Such a bore . Totally hate it , for sure . -.- ' Hm , anything else ? Nooooooooo, bye .
Borinng Saturdaay !
Did nothing besides playing computer . Hearing Korean Songs and watching Korean Movies . O.o , I'm back to a Korean ♥'er . Bare with it eh ? Want me to recommend any groups from Korea ? Wonder Girls , SS501 , Big Bang , 2NE1 . (: Besides that , went to Chong Pang with family . Bought some clothes . I followed for the sake of following , -.- . As I'm bored at home !
GOSSH , I've been having bad stomach cramps and headache lately . Such a bore . Totally hate it , for sure . -.- ' Hm , anything else ? Nooooooooo, bye .
Friday, May 14, 2010 ♥
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! I got nothing to blog .
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 ♥
I'm not being the way , like how I'm used to be ! -.-
Why I always have this kind of feelings , as if something's not right ? I always wanted a happy life filled with happy moments . But I can predict that even a thousand years later , it won't even happen . Even I'll be happy this particular day , it won't be dragging for long . It'll only happen for a moment than that's it . I'll be happy and forget every single problem that I have whenever someone's with me . But when I'm all alone , I'll start " emo-shitting " , thinking back of all problems . Why oh why ? .. I know that there's something bothering me , but I just don't know what it is . I know that , in every single person's life . There's surely obstacles that we have to go through . There's surely a sadness and laughter . But why it's different in me ? Brrr , ~ .
I JUST WANT A HAPPY LIFE !
Why I always have this kind of feelings , as if something's not right ? I always wanted a happy life filled with happy moments . But I can predict that even a thousand years later , it won't even happen . Even I'll be happy this particular day , it won't be dragging for long . It'll only happen for a moment than that's it . I'll be happy and forget every single problem that I have whenever someone's with me . But when I'm all alone , I'll start " emo-shitting " , thinking back of all problems . Why oh why ? .. I know that there's something bothering me , but I just don't know what it is . I know that , in every single person's life . There's surely obstacles that we have to go through . There's surely a sadness and laughter . But why it's different in me ? Brrr , ~ .
I JUST WANT A HAPPY LIFE !
MYE done'd , yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ! XD
Can i start to enjoy ? I don't think so . I shall wait till my result is released and that's the point where i could released a huge sigh of relieved . & also that's the point where I could decide whether I deserve enjoying or not . Hm . NINJA's planned of an outing tomorrow . Picnic and slacking at Marina Barrage ! Yaaaaaay ~ Please please . Girlf's , i hope you guys could make it . Favour favour . Hm , 5 confirm . 2 not yet . ASAP inform please . Pretty please , :( . Hm , i guess that's it . Daa daa ! Bbye .
Can i start to enjoy ? I don't think so . I shall wait till my result is released and that's the point where i could released a huge sigh of relieved . & also that's the point where I could decide whether I deserve enjoying or not . Hm . NINJA's planned of an outing tomorrow . Picnic and slacking at Marina Barrage ! Yaaaaaay ~ Please please . Girlf's , i hope you guys could make it . Favour favour . Hm , 5 confirm . 2 not yet . ASAP inform please . Pretty please , :( . Hm , i guess that's it . Daa daa ! Bbye .
Sunday, May 9, 2010 ♥
Hm , it seems weird using my sissy new laptop !
Mother's day today , :( . How sad can i be ?
Br , had a bonding time with Arwah Ibu's side just now . Celebrate Mother's Day & also Irfan's & Hajar's birthday . Brr , i miss ibu !
Mother's day today , :( . How sad can i be ?
Br , had a bonding time with Arwah Ibu's side just now . Celebrate Mother's Day & also Irfan's & Hajar's birthday . Brr , i miss ibu !
Saturday, May 8, 2010 ♥
♥' Nurul.Nuyuul.Ira.Nadiah.Julie.Jaja.Ain ♥
NINJA ! I'm just letting out my feelings here .
Girlf's , why do some of us changed ? Why nowadays we spent less time with each other ? During the day where we went to Pasir Ris Park after we solve ira's problem , I thought everything's gonna be fine after that . I'm weak , :( . I admit . I might be happy , but have you ever guys know what's down deep inside my heart . Despite those smiles , I'll be crying thinking about us . Please girlf's , i want the old us . Cancan ? I love you guys very much , it's very hard for me to lose you all . I plead you girlf's .
Girlf's , why do some of us changed ? Why nowadays we spent less time with each other ? During the day where we went to Pasir Ris Park after we solve ira's problem , I thought everything's gonna be fine after that . I'm weak , :( . I admit . I might be happy , but have you ever guys know what's down deep inside my heart . Despite those smiles , I'll be crying thinking about us . Please girlf's , i want the old us . Cancan ? I love you guys very much , it's very hard for me to lose you all . I plead you girlf's .
Friday, May 7, 2010 ♥
How should i describe today ? Hm , i guess it's not that fine . I'm lazy to elaborate , sadly . Things are really bothering me , darn ! Still , I enjoyed myself walking around and studied with NurulLove at North Point , thanks aye (: . Off now , wanna read the book which I've borrowed . Hee , besh taos ! :( .
JANNAH SEDEH .
JANNAH SEDEH .
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Advance ; Selamat Hari Ibu !
It's been two years I'm not celebrating Mother's Day just for and with my own Biological Mother . You're gone . It's two years back , and that's the last and most meaningful Mother's Day for me . Whenever this day comes , I'll wake up and cry . How I wish you were here like the past . Where I woke up early in the morning . Went to you , hug you , wish you , kiss you & handed you the present that I've bought . Now all of it are just gonna be my imagination . An imagination ? Hm , I hope that it could be a reality . But I know , no matter how I long I wait . Till my last breath , it won't come true . Other kids will be happy celebrating and passing the presents they bought just for their mum . Not me . How I just wish I could be one of them ?
Oh Ibu , kau lah segalanya . Walaupun Jannah tiada di sisi Ibu sekarang nie . Jannah tahu Ibu blh dgr segale kater-kater yg Jannah ckp . " Oh Ibu ! Kau ku cinta , kau ku rindu . Aku mengharapkan dirimu kembali . Tapi malangnya , itu hanya angan-angan yang takkan terjadi . Demi hari yg amat terindah . Selamat Hari Ibu , arwah ibu yg amat ku cintai ! :( . Akan ku doa semoga kamu bahgia , di atas sana . Amin ! Kau segalanya . - Meslamah Binte Majid "
Thursday, May 6, 2010 ♥
Things changed ! Things can't be the way we expect . It is all arrange by fate and it's our problem to solve and accept . I may be happy , laughing and smiling but do you know what's deep inside my heart ? HURTFUL , PAIN . I mean it . I tried smiling & move on . But I just can't , cause you're still the one i treasure . You wanted to leave me . You said that it would be even better for me ? No . It's all the other way round . I'm really expecting you back , but i guess you care less . Haish , you're still the one . ♥, 2702 .
Monday, May 3, 2010 ♥
Pardon me for my previous post . I know my language seems to be like , wtf -.- . But , I'm just expressing what's down deep inside my heart . I've been crying a lot this few nights , thinking of a lot of things . Girlfriends , Family , School and others ? Whenever I'll cry , I'll look out at the stars . Praying hard that everything's gonna be fine for me . How I wish , I woke up the next day and everything change . Ya Allah ! I want a ' happy-family ' , cann ? I'm thankful to have a great bunch of girlfriends . Alhamdulillah ~
Oh yah , someone's has read my histories . Haha , blh hafal eh ? ..
Oh yah , someone's has read my histories . Haha , blh hafal eh ? ..
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Gaaah ~ Life sucks , truly . Life is meaningless ! Why do things keep on bothering me . Why would unexpected things struck me ? Damn ah , I just can't survive if it continues to be like this . I need a peaceful life , can ? Please .
& YOU , stop controlling me la asshole . I can lead my own life . I know what I'm doing ! Even you're a someone to me , still I regard you as a NO ONE . Even till my last breath ! Mark my words . I accept you , cause I've to go with the flow . So , by right . You don't deserve what you're having now . I don't mind if people call me a bustard or whatever shit . But , i'll mark my words . Get it straight . Pasal kau , aku dapat siket kasih sayang lah sial ! Nbcb . Ohh yeah to you too , arwah ibu tolde me that " Message is our own privacy ! " . So , give me lead my own suck-ish life can ? It doesn't bother you , but it bothers me ! A lot !
Seriously , I would say thank you if you were to get out of my life . & that point of time , I'll say that i like you .!
I NAK ARWAH IBU !!
Labels: my own life please
Sunday, May 2, 2010 ♥
Eh , i just realised that my bloggeh don't own any tagboard ! ~
Brr , ok . Will put up soon .
& yeaah , ♥N?NJA , gotta tell all of you something . Bet you girls won't believe ah . Cause this thing is also under my curiousity , so yeaaah !
Kawan makan Kawan , baek !
Brr , ok . Will put up soon .
& yeaah , ♥N?NJA , gotta tell all of you something . Bet you girls won't believe ah . Cause this thing is also under my curiousity , so yeaaah !
Kawan makan Kawan , baek !