" have been thinking a lot this few days . i tried moving on , i tried giving it a break . it just don't worked . i'm irritated by everything . everywhere and every time this issue will pop-out and i'll get distracted . i just hate it when that ' someone ' give high hopes to a ' someone ' . cause that high hope feeling will ended up to be a false hope . & yea , those have got to do with feelings . for goodness sake , do think of others feelings too . my heart is not a toy which you can play around with . please , understand . "
Spent my boring Sunday inside Daddy's room with him and nieces . Watched teevee with them . Eat one tub of ice-cream on my own . And browse the iPhone that he found , -.-' . Envy ~ Have been talking a lot of issues with Daddy . Even helped him doing facebook and messenger . Haha . Miang peh tuer ~ Hm . Now , i'm on my own room by my ownself , :D . Camwhoring and releasing stress away . Ohh ! Daddy is being so nice cause he allowed me to sleep over at Inin's crib this Tuesday . Heheh . Inin's crib here i come ! Wee ~ It's the thing which i've been longing for . Girls night eh b ? Gossip and all will be with us on Tuesday . Haha . Tunggu ajoo . ((: Ouhh ya , will be accompanying Nurul 'C too on Tuesday . Haha . Dicabar untok masok swamp yer sayang ? Haha . Set !
Mohd Jani Bin Mohd Said , :D . ' dikaulah ayahku yang amat ku cintai .Because of you , i'm here . Because of you , i lead to the right way . Because of you , i get the things that i want . You sacrifice a lot for me . You sacrifice your money , your love and all . You were having a lot of bad times but you still give off the best for us . Two years since ibu left us . During the whole of that two years , we were having a lot of family problems . Lack of family bonding and all . You were both the mother and the father . Still , you tried giving of the best . No matter how much i hate you , there's a reason for those . For this day . I'm sorry for all my bad deeds . You're the only dad , that i love . I ♥ you , bapak ((: . Dikaulah yang amat ku sayangi .