Heeeeey ! XD
I guess this month is not my month . A month which I've to go through a lot of obstacles . Obstacles which I have to face and never easily give a fail to it . Regardless on those problems . I tried my best , putting up a smile . Enjoy myself . But it can only happen for a moment if there's buddies with me . Once I'm alone . Negative , nonsense and bad thinking will ahead me .
& you . I'm sorry . I didn't do it on purpose . I didn't even have those intention . I guess both of us are leaving for the best . I cried in front of you for my first time . I was too speechless and only tears can describe . You did cry too when you saw me crying and when I walked away . Few steps ahead , I was crying even worser than what you seen . Haish . Best friends as ours now ? Hope so if you wants .
" Ku cuba lihat di sekelilingku , tiada tanda-tanda oh dirimu . Membuat ku terlupa yang dirimu telah tiada . " When's my happy day ?.