Nurul Jannah
♥ Ja Ja
Having 5 Precious Mates. (:
14yearsold,12December. Green & Red is my sexist colour♥
I'm sarcarstic at times. Hate me for who I am? NC.
I'm a Famous Amos & Cadbury lover. YummYumm, :D .
But there's simple four steps to be done.
View, Read, Tag & Shoo. Simple enough isn't it? Haters are welcome but not entertain. (: Enjoy sugars.
Salam. One problem after another. But this problem is the worse one which made me feel like giving up. It seems to be the end for everything. It seems that im gonna be a spoil-bread. But, no! I won't let it happen. No matter how many ups&downs, how many challenges for me to face. Still, im gonna support my brother, sister and father. They're the one which i love and i've no regret saying those. This is the worse problem and it'll change the situation sooner or later. I know, challenges is the game of life. Im gonna accept it and will went through it with much patience. Insya'allah. Only <3 ones, knew about this. Keep it to yrself aye. Currently staying at cousin crib. Gonna stay here for quite a long period. No shock if im gonna say it'll gonna be forever. Insya'allah, by going through with much patience, Allah will give us happiness and a good result for this. Amin~ Earlier on, had Iftar with some of Arwah Ibu relateds. Only Allah knows how happy am i. Meeting and have some bondong session with the people which i've been longing for. Their laughters, their smiles. Touched my heart, making me remind of Arwah Ibu. Likewise, today's Arwah Ibu's 2 years 6 months leaving us. :( How fast time flies. I can only pray and wish for the best. Allah hear my prayers, i believe. (:
Saturday, August 21, 2010 ♥
KAU DGN KAU PEH ALAMAK LEH G JALAN! Come on ah perangai kau irrits giler sia. Skg baru aku realise aper makne true colours nie semer. Dulu, kau dgn aku siket peh baek. Skg dgn aku perangai dah cam fvck cibye. Da berani mara-mara. Da berani suro aku buat nie, buat tu. Eh, kau siape sia dlm hidop aku. Pade aku takder apape ah eh. Kau dgn kau peh related-related yg buat hidop aku dgn family aku merane eh. Masok dalam kepale hotak tao! Takder korang, sumpah hidop senang. Ader korang, aku da mcm anjing tran-tang-tang. Susah carik kiter, senang luper. Perangai baik giler sia,-.-' Ass ah. Aku benci kau la, two headed snake bitch. Semakin hari kau buat aku semakin benci nak pandang muker kau tawuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Senang kater, aku benci kau la sial.
/ Imma girl with my own attitude, behaviour, style, way and everything. Yr're no one to stop me. You don't even have the right to tell me to change. It's me, i know when to change or not. Get out of my life bitch. Yr're no one to me, -.-'. Hate you FML.
Friday, August 20, 2010 ♥
"Hello, dah siap ke belum. Teman-teman semua dah tunggu ini. EhEh, awak yang selalu lambat. Kita sampai agak-agak lagi setengah jam. Cepatlah sikit sayang, eh sayang pulak. Siaplah. Eh,Jangan lambat tau.
Senyumanya manis. Indah pandangan mata. Terasa nikmat di jiwa. Sentuhannya manja. Juga paras wajahnya. Ibarat bidadari cinta. Sememangnya diri ini hanya bermimpi. Dirimu takkan pernah aku miliki. Walau hatiku selalu memanggil nama mu. Namun ku hanya mampu menatap wajah mu. Adakah ku bisa menjadi, bukan teman sahaja disini. Tuk selama-lamanya. Bersama si dia. Daku sungguh dahaga, ku ingin. Seteguk air cinta, darinya. Katakan aku bisa, menjadikan dia! Teman Istimewa. Sejenak ku bersamanya, hatiku berdebar. Ku ingin mendakap dirinya. Sehari kita bersama ku rasa curiga, mungkin ku tlah jatuh cinta. ♥ "
HAHA! Random sia Ja Ja. I update this video plus the lyrics for some purposes. * Giving off telepathy* Heheh~ Hm. I've been updating my blog thrice for today. It really shows how boring i am when im at home. Rather than making this blog dreadful and bored, why not updating as much as i could right? Hm. Oh ya, it's been longing since i last watched Indon Drama Series. Rindu beb. I watched Cinta Fitri with abang just now. I remember how i used watching it with arwah ibu. Childhood memories~ :( Hm. Daddy break his promise. I nak potong rambot tawu. Fvck you, oops. xD Okay, mapek. Bye.
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" Oh Sayang, maafkan la aku. Aku ingin menghembusi segala dosa-dosaku."
Alaa, sweetnyer lagu nie. I know im out-dated cause this is an old song, right? But yea, i just knew about it. Hm, if there's a boy who'll sing this to me. Confirm melts, *haa, fake*. But, maybe? Erm. Currently searching for great songs at youtube. But instead, i went on hearing the song with memories. :( Heart-pain. Today's Friday, end of the week for school days. Sometimes, it's just so happy when it's Friday cause it's gonna be a no-school day for the next and the previous of the next day. But, at the same time. If we enjoy too much in school. Friday seems to be a bore for us. What more for a girl like me? At home doing nothing. So school is the only place for me to fill up happiness. Like I said previously. School was a total-blast! This week have been concentrating on a few lessons. Mathematics, Science, English. But teacher said attendance becoming worse. But, yeaa. She say she knew that this gonna happen. I tinggal Marsiling kan, bngn pukol 6 aje kirekan da tak leh gi sekola. Hm. The whole point is just that i want to say, i want school tomorrow! :( Anything else for me to say? I guess no kan? Okay, bye. ♥
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I'm Lazy To Update. Will Update Any Sooner. :D
i nak tidu, bye~
Thursday, August 19, 2010 ♥
" Arwah Ibu, yr're just everything to me. Yr're one in a million, ♥ you. "
Currently in music room. Having F&N once again. Coursework done, so free period. Usuals, spend time on browsing facebook and here i am blogging. School was a total-blast this few days. Classmates yr're part of my desires,♥. How pleasure and special am i to have you guys. Hm. They disturbed me for this particular thing. Hm. Im gonna say arse you all~ Hehe. Erm, im feeling rather disappointed and sad either. Why? ( You should know who you are. ) I've made you back to become the worse one. I always put the blame on you. I realised. But, please accept my apology. Please~
Ehh, i nak g Geylang nanti. Hehh, (: Okay, mapek. Byee.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 ♥
" Happiness won't last forever, ♥. "
Have not been fasting for 6 days. I told ya, i hate it when my "bestfriend downstairs" is with me. Nvm, gonna end soon. I know, ahha. Attended school today! So good. Heh. School was a blast. Usually Wednesday is dreadful and tiring day. But today, it turned out well. Usuals, classmates and girlfriends made my day. Thanks lovelies. At the same time, im feeling agitated either disappointed by someone. Yea, you made me feel so down. & im serious about it. Before taking any mischievous actions, think about the consequences too. Get that in yr head please. -.-' Hm. After school had Maths remedial. Haha! First time sia Ja Ja attend. Attended because Mdm Suriati gave us warning. Takder warning, takkan datang la. Miss Lau said that i wasted my time attending. Cause she realised since the starting i was talking non-stop. Ass you! I told you that i came for the attendance what, right? Hm. Oh ya, Daddy gonna bring me to cut my messy hair this Friday, yeaaahh. Hope so, he marks his words. Ermm. Tmrw going to Geylang with Aunty, nak carik baju rayer. Silver for this year, -.-'. Bnyak la kau peh red. Okay, im talking nonsense. Bye, off to study~ Rajin sia nie betine, ^^.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 ♥
" Look I know it's no excuse but I'm only human and young at that. So I'm gonna make mistakes and hope you understand."
Saket tak mater tgk blog sayer? Semakin hari semakin merepek. Everything tht's in this blog, sucks. The background, the post, everything in it. Pissed~ Gonna change it pretty soon. Included if i'm not lazy. Heheh. Did not attend school earlier on. Overslept plus tired. I woke up at the precious time of ten in the morning. What do you expect? Reached home at ten almost eleven in the moody night yesterday. -.-' Despite the tiredness, i still had fun with soccer mates. c: Jalan Besar a great place with a handful of memory. I'm bored at home. Did nothing except browsing through the net and eat. Just came back from Pasir Ris an hour ago. Around one just now, went to 741 to slacked for a lil while. At the exact time of two, went to polyclinic. Thanks Ain for temaning me for almost an hour or two at the clinic just now. Hanya untuk dapatkan MC, heh. Much appreciated aye. Ohh ya, i hate it when my 'bestfriend-downstairs' is with me. Super leceh, y'know? Ass you. You spoil my day half-way through yesterday night. And because of you, starting from today. I'm damn overcautious on every step i take. Insya'allah in two to three days time i can fast back, yea. I nak sembahyang terawih! Ira, you so have to go with me aye gurl?^^ Hm. Looking forward, going Geylang with best temans this Saturday. Anything else? I guess that would be enough. Bye, will update a proper one soon-eh. Salam. ' Ja Ja, ♥
Sunday, August 15, 2010 ♥
I lapar , :c . Blog i semakin hari , semakin merepek . Da cam takder arah tujuan gitu kan? I pun tatawu aper nak update. Sebab hari-hari i dudok uma, tgk teevee dan maen computer. Hm. Kalau ader mender menarik nanti i update ok? Bye.
Saturday, August 14, 2010 ♥
♥ I MALAS NAK UPDATE LA ! BYE ~ ♥
Thursday, August 12, 2010 ♥
Cinta itu buta ? Tak kenal usia ?
Currently inside music room. Doing some research for F&N. Research on food. Hmph, i lapar tawu. Later on having a field trip to National Museum for the History performance task. Sungguh leceh. Ok, byee~ I'll try update any sooner.
DADDY KATER CONFIRM! :C
Saturday, August 7, 2010 ♥
Had dinner with family earlier on. Have been talking about a few issues. Some sad & some bad. Cikgu hilangkan abang's handphone. Wth?! Such an irresponsible cikgu sia. Was talking about tht issue. Daddy said tht he's going down to the school to settle on those problem. I looked at him. Not telling him to receive any telepathy though. He suddenly looked at me in return and said. " Nanti bapak reserve kan namer Jana sekali laa. " For tht i went wtf? I didn't say anything. I just looked at him for the sake of looking. He said tht i've been looking tired ever since. And things are not done in an orderly manner. I spent most of my time sleeping. Mapek la kauu! I mean obviously la i'm tired. Obviously la i'm gonna spent my time sleeping. I woke up at 4.30 in the morning for every five times per week. And i reached home at 7.00 in the afternoon. Who's not tired for tht? But come on as long as i can cope with it, i'm willing to do those. But daddy debates about it. He said tht for now i may cope. But what's gonna happen for the upcoming two or insya'allah three more years in Siglap. Not only tiring but suffering he says. I washed my utensils and sat aside. Thinking on what he says. Might be true i tell ya. I went up to him saying i love my school, i love my friends. He replied, " Kawan biler-biler buleh jumper. Kawan maner-maner buleh dapat. " Fvck him. He don't really understand me. After all, after thinking back. I think what daddy says quite using sense. Just wait for what's gonna happen next. :/ Fasting month coming. I swear it's gonna be more tiring. Gaaaah~ Exactly.
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NadNonet, yr're making me crazy over kicks! Hmph. Those kicks tht you showed me. With the green colour on it. Fuuh~ Kiter collect duet eh? Beli samer-samer nak? Haha. Tunggu duer ke tiger tahun pun duet maseh lum cukop agaknye eh Nad? Haha. 'Craving. Daddy, bring me to Bintan. Bring me to Bali. Bring me to Mauritius. Bring me to every nice island in this world. :c Please ! I've been browsing through a lot of websites just to browse through kicks and islands. Anyone willing to buy me one and bring me to any of the island. I swear, i set you as my first priority. Pretty please, anyone? :/ ( Tatawu malu sia, Ja. Heeh.)
Wanna know what ? I ♥ Kiter-kiter . c:
Thursday, August 5, 2010 ♥
♥ Lil Girl, You know how weak and sensitive am i when i lose someone i love right? You knew it. Even you said that you also cried hearing this song. Yeaa, it was left as a memories. :c But i don't want it to be memories, i want a continuation girl. Please. Let us be close back like the past. I wasted much tears for you. Haish, :c. After all, i just love my bestfriend a lot. Bye~
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 ♥
SAPER NAK UPDATEKAN AKU? RAJIN TAK, -.-'. ANYONE?! BLOG AKU TGH MENDAK NIE. AKU MAKEN HARI PUN MALAS NAK UPDATE. Pst~ Currently at computer lab with lovelies. Have to settle the song for upcoming concert. Hm. While waiting, surf the net for a little while. Chui sedikit mase sahaje, c:. Hm. Life's not great at all. Tht's all to post. Byee. Take care. Eeesshhhh ~ Hm.
Boy, im jealous.
Sunday, August 1, 2010 ♥
♥ 27, Days by days i've never stop wasting tears for you. Nothing can cure my pain except tears which best describe. You kept yrself in silence. Many stories that idk about you. I'll try to get updated by yr friends about you to ensure that yr fine out there. But i guess im wrong. I cried when one of yr bestfriend called me and told me this particular story. It totally pulled me down. You just don't give me the chance to accompany throughout yr hard times. You told yr bestfriend a lot of things about me. I heard about yr problem, i cried. Im not ready to face what's gonna happen next. I cried even worse when you told yr bestfriend that im this and im that. Yea, i realise. Maybe what you say about me is true. I always neglect my promise. This time it's hard for you to except me back, :c. Haish. I can't do any promise anymore cause i know you won't believe anything else that im going to promise you. Wtv it is. I really wants to come back to you. Accompany you throughout yr hard time. psst~
