Tuesday, October 26, 2010 ♥
~ " Bitch, i've no more time debating with u! Waste of time. Furthermore, u're just a sore-loser to me. :) "Post exam activities sucks la! I lost my Ez-Link card, half-way to nowhere. Idiot!
Im getting PHOBIA to get involved in things which involves, love! I've been hurt a lot in the thing that involves this. I tried my best to get over this situation but i just can't. Someone just making me too 'pressurize'. Thinking back, im too young for this. What for get hurt when it's not even the right time yet. True? I admit, i may say this now. But just look. Im gonna get someone sooner or later, right? Fvck! IDK why, but im PHOBIA. Sick & tired! :'(
Labels: tmr's 27 :'(
Sunday, October 24, 2010 ♥
~ Inginku bertanyr, apakah ubatnya. Hatiku rindu rindu tak keruan. Makin nak dilupa, hati tambah resah. Aku pun tak tahu.
Went to Rusly's pit earlier on w/ usuals. Including Hazim. Excluding Ira cause she can't make it, :'(. Celebrated Rusly's Belated Birthday. Peepos made the night feel very young. :)
~ He accidentally went to the media & played this song. This song is not any kind of song. I was shocked. I looked at him first than i looked at my bestfriend. I almost cried, :'(
Friday, October 22, 2010 ♥
~" tk semua kwn krg pk yg rpt tk bastard krg...kesian aku tngk,org ni yg selalu cintai ni org,tp diletak di tepi kerana org lain...TETAPI!dhe cume memerlukan sidekni bile dhe ade masalah...syg ke tu?lanchao arh!!"Woahh. Kau cakap tkm post apape pat fb kan? Kau sendiri post, budoh! HAHA. -.-' Ohh, to another u. Im so fvcking sure who're yr bloody bestfriend referring to la. So obvious, y'know. Why the hell would u want to tell almost everybody about us? I guess, now u win! People have bad impression towards me already, happy? Setiap gadoh, for sure u tell the person that u're close with on that period of time. & that MF person would text me and blame me! Not only them, u would also go to my bestfriend and told them. Ader masalah, pandai2 settle sendiri ah. -.-' Every time we fight, i didn't even let a person get involved okay! Notice that? At least i tried my best to settle things out, okay. I called u, i text u. But u make me feel like a MOTHER FVCKING idiot. U replied none! So, now what. Im heartless? Eh, bullshit. FVCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Tuesday, October 19, 2010 ♥
Why can't u forgive me? I know it's not an easy thing. I knew that, i've hurt u. But what are chances meant for? Yes, u've given me many chances. Never i had the intention to misuse any of those. I treasure those chances, seriously. But at times. When it's uncontrallable, mistakes tend to happen. I believe that yrself have done mistakes too. For sure at that time u want chances too right? Hm. I can change to a better one, like what u want. It just takes a long period time. U can't expect someone to change exactly when u want it, right? Processes need to take actions too. I may put in much effort to change. But during that process, it's nothing impossible if i still done a LIL small mistakes. Right? Whatever, the whole point i wanna say. I'm sorry. The words may be simple, but the meaning is unexplainable.
Eh bitch. Stop playing games with me! Things not gonna be alright if u continue on being one of those bitch out there. What will u get when u bitch around about me to others? Trust from the others? Ohh, HELL NO! But, maybe? For yr cruel behaviour may cause others sympathise u. I gave u the trust, share stories and secrets with u. But what do i get in return? U told some other people about it. Not only that but u told the different story. Easy saying u 'peng' the story. Ohh, girl! I plead to u la. It's either for u to stop or continue. Im taking no revenge or action cause i know. BERANI KERANE BENAR! Serve u right if once bad-luck strikes u bby! All the best. : D Dasar kawan makan kawan eh, arsehole? -.-' Dah la, malas aku nak bubal pasal kau.
Oh, hey. : D I received a 'tragic' news just now at school. Quite pissed me off, but i don't really give a FVCKING damn cause i knew this thing would happen. Quit, whatever! Not entertaining bitchers-bullshits! Hm. School days are only left with a week more. & i'm SO not proud to say, End of Sec Two life. Sec Two life, full of memories y'know. Hm. Furthermore, my results for EOY not satisfying enough. I'm so loving to what kind of class environment im used to now. & i don't really wish to get into 3A1 next year. Ya Allah, help me. D : I've tried my best and put in so much effort. Hopefully, after all the hardwork and effort i put in, may in the end i get a good way out. D : I'm so gonna spend a great splendid time with classmate before everything's over. D : Okay, bye!
* I feel as if that person still there . Come on, ja. Tkkn terjadi pun.
Sunday, October 17, 2010 ♥
I Love My Girlfriend! <3
Pissed. Pissed. Pissed. Pissed. Pissed. I'm stucked at home the whole day since ystdy! Bitch, i really hate it. Supposingly, i'm out with family. But Daddy left me cause i don't bother waking up early. Eeesh, serve me right! I swear that i'm totally bored right here. Nthng to do. Hmm. I thought of opening an account for Tumblr. I'm in love with the picture, cool. But yea, i tried surveyed from my friend account. Fvcking confusing! Nvm, i should consider that. Hmm. Okay, im excited! Tmrw, school day. Results, on the way. O'ohh. Okay, bye. Im playing Y3, racing game. : D
Saturday, October 16, 2010 ♥
I miss dancing with this mates! They made me love dancing Malay Dance again you know. : D ( Last time i dance, Malay Dance was Primary 6 or 5. ) I'm trying my best to have a frequent update for my blog. Not trying to make it dead either updating it with dreadful post. So, what should i post? Okay, no idea.
It's bloody Saturday but i'm staying at home. -.-' So boring! Gotta do some spring cleaning in my room, it's fvcking messy i tell ya. Sissy, out to Sentosa. Celebrating her belated birthday with her Secondary mates. Daddy out to work. Brother going work soon. Gonna be alone the whole day. Ish, bosan nyer hidop nie. Now, my mind is blank. Bye. Will update later afternoon, i guess.
Friday, October 15, 2010 ♥
Im back! : D
Smile as wide as u could to me okay? Ohh yah, im not really back as in going to update everyday. Just back once in a while. Have to find a perfect time than it would be okay for me to update. I've got nothing really interesting to update though. Cause i'm like all the way at home today. Except for going to Causeway with gurlfee's, Ira & Nurul. We mengumpat bnyak, y'know. : D Hm. I guess, i'll just talk about ystdy yeaa.
Saw that picture above? ^^ Outing with girlfriends the day after exams over. : D It's a blast, i swear. It wasn't really cock-up. Except for some part that suppose to be a surprise. Nvm, could replace that to another day. We went to Snow City. I swear it's fucking fun cause i could say that the whole place is somewhat ours. We chose the right day. Clever right. Okay, lame. -.-' Haa. Had the slide for almost thrice. : D Gerek la bby. Spend almost half an hour there. Than went off to Discovery Centre. Haha. Nie part lame, but we went cause the ticket consist of that too. Still, going there again in two weeks time with school. Nvm, overall fun la. Spend half an hour there too. Than, had our early dinner at McDonald. Than, off we went to Pasir Ris. One hour journey, kaki longgar. Haha. It's somewhat late, but still. We went to DanAyam's crib for his sake. We visited him. : D Sweet kan kiter? Heheh. He handsome already, member da kurus! Hehe. He can only come back to school on Tuesday, sedeh nyer. Ohh yah, at his house was fun. The Daddy, Azman so funny. Haha. We find tht uncle so cute, hehe. Cam anak dier. : D Idk why, it's fun. But i guess something ah. I settled down at his cushion and i almost cried. Cinoneh, y'should know. Hmph~ At least get to see something rather than nothing kan Nurul? :( Takper la. Cyberworld kan ader, tetap boleh keep in touch kan? Nak nanges la. Okay, shut up! Hm. Went off from his crib at around 9. Daddy took using his van. He sent those pretty four girls, home. : D Okay, bye. That's all. Hahaha.
* I miss someone. Eesh, ley mati tawuu .
~ " Bitch, i've no more time debating with u! Waste of time. Furthermore, u're just a sore-loser to me. :) "
