Nurul Jannah
♥ Ja Ja
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14yearsold,12December. Green & Red is my sexist colour♥
I'm sarcarstic at times. Hate me for who I am? NC.
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I regret for not showing you my love in the past. I regret for not taking it seriously in the past. I know that I'd been playing around with your feelings. Contact with any other guys, spread out vulgarities anytime that I want, criticize you and do all sorts of stupid stuffs. Despite those stupid things that I've did. For the whole of that 10 months, my heart is mainly meant for you. I know you won't believe this, but yes it's true. I gotta be honest that in the past I'm weak at expressing. Sadly, things can't be done. Now it's already too late. You've brought up a decision and I've to respect your decision even though it takes a million broken pieces of heart along. I guess now I'm feeling like how you feel in the past. I think I deserve this. I don't know how to face you once school re-open. I bet it's going to disturb my concentration. Sadness gonna keep on twirling in my brain. Oh my. I really don't know how am I suppose to get over this situation. Now, I'm missing the basic things that we've been doing everyday. Calling, messaging and perhaps share stories to each other. Now, I just have to get use to it. Or maybe I may just keep on expecting for those to be received?I may look as if I'm in the kind of ' fine-with-it ' but actually I'm not. I'm trying to get over all the facts but it's just letting me give off a countless tears. You see. It doesn't sound so easy to forget and just continue with life especially when the lover leaves. But, yea. I guess it's fated for me. Now, I'm in the term of worry and jealousy if it's about you. But how can that both get this things done right? The whole point I gotta say is that I really regret and now my heart is sinking cause of the much misses I'm suffering now. Never mind, I believe true love waits. So boy, I want you to know that I will WAIT for you even though it takes a thousand miracles and happens. And, I'll hold tight the only promise. I'm gonna watch every soccer match of yours, trust me. I will. Twenty-seven, broken heart.
Just came back from hang out with Ira somewhere around Woodlands. Both of us had our gigantic correction tape which I think it could last for a year. Sounds weird? It's 40 meter for god sake. Cut the crap. I just came back from a short trip with family to Malacca yesterday night. We booked a great place of accommodation. It's a bungalow with a kitchen, four rooms, two toilets and our own private swimming pool. It's really a well-chosen place to stay in. But sadly it's a countryside thing and there's less entertainment. I've been spending my holiday by being moody and sat off alone all the while. Things are just bothering me. Even family have been hating me for the such behaviour. We were playing games when I suddenly throw my tantrum. That just pissed them real much. I felt so wrong but the emotion just can't control me. Even when they're enjoying at the Swimming Theme Park, I sat at the table waiting for them to get done instead of following them. See how things can't really barged me? After all, my holiday are a boring one. Cause I spend most of the time alone. I really gotta relax my mind. I really need to have emotion counselling, please? Seriously, I just can't get my mind out of him, he's stuck in my head and also in my heart. That explains, I'm really expecting him. Okay, I think I'll make a move. Gotta catch my favourite movie or perhaps sit down and talk to a 8 months year old baby. I sound so stupid for this. Haiyoo.
Pasal bby, aku kener tido lantai. Heartless.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010 ♥
Even a three year old kid can be so fucking rude to me when slapping and scolding still doesn't helps. So how does that explain about my life? Please people, stop taking advantages towards me. I'm a weak girl and it's really hard for me to face all this. I may be happy in the outer but I'm really hurt and suffering in the inner. Please people, all I want is u guys to stop and understand me for at least once, please. :( Just once and that's enough. Just reached home from Ain's crib. Everyone in this house making me feel frustrated. Making me look so grumpy. But, I try to manage by enduring it with much patience. Not in the mood to talk, goodbye. Mia, the picture I can only upload once everything's alright okay dear? Goodbye.
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Hello sweets! Wanna know what? My brother passed down his PSP to us sister. I was too eager about it, I quickly took it & browse the internet using it. At the same time I thought of updating my blog using it. Yes, I updated it w a long post. Imagine updating a post using yr PSP, confirm hand ache right? After updating it I pressed the button publish post but instead it went to exit. I checked back at my edit post, thought that it'll be there. But, the post isn't there. Fuck up -.-'
Currently at AinAdlyn's crib, ♥. Gonna kick some arse bby! Right now both of us doing our own business first. She's w her laptop, Im w her CPU. Haha! Later on we shall have a smoke break than before we go to sleep we gonna story-telling, usuals. ^^ I fall in love w her adek, okay. Fucking cute okay, keep on scanning me since just now. [: * Tuup * Earlier on went to meet my Girlf's. They totally rock the night. \m/ Met AinAdlyn than NadNonet followed by MiaRahman. We went to the Tamp 1 roof-top, shelteri'sed. Played Monopoly Deal, haha! I won for the first game, baek ah!! NadNonet maen relek. MiaRahman maen tipu, hehe. But at last MiaRahman still win for the 2nd game! Great bby. [; NadNonet gave me a teddy bear for my birthday present. There's this button can be pressed & it'll say ' iloveyou' twice, fucking cute like her. At around 8pm, all of us went home cause MiaRahman have religious class. Okay, noww im out of idea. Byee! Nk enjoy samer AinAdlyn.
Thursday, December 9, 2010 ♥
Muker so busuk, muker baru bngun. Berminyak! ^^ Just woke up from having my afternoon nap. Had three hours of it, great! The weather right here is effing comfortable. Very windy, so cooling. ;) Right now waiting for Maghrib Prayers. Alright, school gonna start in approximate 25 more days. Yayy! Can't wait to spent most of my time w Best friends. Get my breakfast w Best friends. ♥ Gonna get use in a new kind of study environment and a few new classmates. I believe next year gonna be a better one compared to this year, insha'allah. Hmm.. I really got no idea on what else to post, otak blank. Byee!
Wednesday, December 8, 2010 ♥
Hello manusia! Wanna know what? Im fucking bored right here. Im here all alone at home, title me Home Alone! Have nothing to do & I swear Im bored. All I can do is surf the net & eat Biscuit Coffee. HAHA, lame. Have not been out w friends for almost two or a week. Have been settling down at home w family or just get my own business done. Telephone pun aku tk angkat melainkan org yg tertentu. I just feel like it's better to be by myself. Hmm.. Okay la, I must make plans to meet up w Nurul Cinoneh, AinAdlyn, Ira Johnson, Nad Razak, Julie Billy fucking miss them tahuuuuuu! Got to go, must get my household chores done. Bye, ♥
Tuesday, December 7, 2010 ♥
HOLAAAA. ♥ Just gonna give a quick update. Taknak kasi blog mati laa katerkan. Mm.. Okay, i got nothing to say. Okay, bye!
Friday, December 3, 2010 ♥
' How I wish there's gonna be this guy that's gonna wish me first on my birthday. After that, he'll wait for me under my void-deck saying he wanna treat me to a movie or whatever. Than, he say he wanna be my boyfriend. ♥ '
Just came back from swimming. At last dapat ber'rendam dalam air dngan maser tersendiri. : D Beside swimming went to quite a few places. One of it, the new shopping centre at Serangoon. Fucking dope but fun I tell ya. A great place to hang-out, gonna bring my girlfriends there soon to catch a movie or something. Gonna bring them only once it's officially opened. Yeah, there's still some things for them to get ready of. Mayb at night gonna spend some time w lovely cousins, mayb. Gonna watch susuk together & mayb off to Waterfront. Hopefully it really turn out, I really need to go to a kind of place, please. ( Nak release stress la katerkan! -.^) Hmm.. Gonna update anytime, once again. Bye!
Am I the girl w the reason that deserve false hope & high hopes? ;( No please.
I saw your name today. It's crazy by just seeing your name can make my day .. and break it all at the same time.
Was browsing through this web page, consist of full love quotes and poems. Most of it sounds great. Yeah, I'm not emo- shitting. It's just that the quotes sounds cool and I thought of sharing one (the one in italic). Hmm.. Gonna be staying at home the whole day, I guess. Cancelled two plans. First, daddy told me to tag with him along to have breakfast and to his work- place. All I said was, I'm really lazy. Secondly, was supposed to go out w N2'09 mates. Paitau- ed them cause I'm fucking lazy. Sorry guys, just enjoy okay? ♥ Really not in the mood to have my butts out from the house today. Gonna spend just this draggy day in front of the computer. Not only lazy in going out. Trust me, I'm not entertaining anyone that's chatting, calling or texting me. Only the reasonables one laa. Lazy me + Bitch me = Today! So yeah, pardon for my attitude today. Anyone can make my day a great one, please! ;(
When you touched my hand for the first time, I wanted nothing more than to hold it forever.
Too kind and that's the reason I shared another quote. : D Hmm.. Look at the picture. The couple looks nerd but the picture is loving I swear. Kalau laa ader jantan gini mcm dngn aku, sumpah aku jager dier smpai aku mati. Ya ya, false hope Ja ja! The guys that u're thinking of now are all jerks laaa. Move on, Mr Right will come to u one day! Hopefully. ;(
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Goodmorning, sweetdreams! ♥
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Kalau aku buleh tnggu si dek tuh untok 9 bulan, asal untok laki nie aku tak buleh? -.-'
Life can't be that easy. It won't really happen like what u want it to be. There's the up & there's the down. So, yea. Accept it w much patience is the only thing that can be done. Hmm.. Holidays mood off, i won't be tagging along to Malacca. Cousins have fun. ♥ Daddy's not going, i won't be going. If he's going than i will. Have to understand the situation right now. Oh please, may December may be a good one! ;( Haiss. I swear headache, all the way w me. Fuck, my mind is blank! Okay, bye.
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