Tht picture was ending of sec one life, i guess? Zaman camera bag. HAHA! The girl beside me is one of my best girlfriend. Peeps call her, Chipmunk. ♥

RECESS COME FASTER PLEASEEEEE. :( Currently in the computer lab. Classmates including me had to get our asknlearn thingy done. We're done and we're allowed to roam to other websites. Standard me. No other websites, only to facebook and blog. I'm really hungry la please. I want to go for recess nowww, please. :/ Ohh yah, Daddy's gonna go for a belated honeymoon with Mummy tmr till Sunday. It's the same as Happy Freedom Me. Yayyy! Now I'm out of ideas on what to type. I'll make a move now k? Bye bye heartbeats. IM SO GONNA EAT NASI AYAM IN A FEW MINUTES TIME!

Hi hi hi hi! (: Having D&T lesson right now. Were suppose to do research on clock frame but yea. Sneak some time to blog. Since I know that once I'm home it's gonna be quite hard for me to find some time to blog. The subject teacher for this subject was on leave and there's a relief now. He some kind of selenger. Tak check anything and I suppose other students is doing the other things besides research too. Some friends are gone for match. Soccer and takraw. All the best guys, good luck. I gotta go now. Need to do some research. Multi-tasking you know. Hee, bbye.

BORING BORING BORING BORING ! Anything else for me to describe for today? It's Sunday afternoon and I'm stuck at home. Everyone's out. Except for me and both brother. Brothers asleep while I'm surfing the net. I would be doing this every time I'm bored. -.-' Qibi and Zul told me to come down to leisure. They thought of studying. Still thinking whether to go or not. Feel like rejecting. Am really lazy to get my ass out of the house and furthermore I feel like being alone today. So EMO me. I would rather stay at home. Do some spring-cleaning and have some self-revision. That sounds better. I would just join them some other day perhaps.

Jaja is like effing bored. And that's the reason she's giving her blog another post. :D Even though I'm running out of ideas, I still wanna give it a story to share. Let me start. Haa. :D

Sorry bloggy for leaving u alone for almost a week. Have been really busy this few days. I've been spending much time on school, study and also sleeping. Pardon me k? Will try to give u a frequent update if possible. Family are stable, Girlfriends are awesome, Classmates are great but Problems just sucks! I've set a new resolution and it is, " Start hating to be in a relationship or start hating to fall in love. " I really gotta achieve that. Thinking back, everything a 'lover' will do is to continuously hurt u. Am I saying the facts or not? I have to start making myself full of plans so that I could literally forget about LOVE. Er, I thought 2011 would be a great one but how am I suppose to say it's great when the starting already sucks like seriously? -.-'

Say what? My boyfriend so hot. xD

My mind are screwed! Need to get lots of things done. In terms of school work and also household chores. Anyone kind enough to come here and help me get this things done? Troublesome sia, really not in the mood to get all this done by myself. I've been eating a lot and my attitude sucks, periods on me now! Hate it very much. Parents are deciding on where to shift. I've been begging them for Tampines. And they say, they shall consider it. If the valuation for Tampines too high, parents thought of getting somewhere around Punggol, Sengkang, Simei, Jurong or Bedok. I don't mind where it's gonna be as long as it's easy for me to go to school and the journey will take less than 30 minutes. All of that will just be alright for me. :) & wanna know what? Balance for my prepaid is left with $50 plus and suddenly was being cut off cause it has exceeded for more than 50 days. I was real shocked, it explains that how much I save when there's no one I can text. When I told daddy about this, he was happy. -.-' I think I should type this one paragraph soon and shall make a move. Have to get ready to go to Johor with family. Destress bby~

' Wonder why I texted you yesterday? It wasn't a random one but I totally mean on what I said on the text. I thought you could spend some time to chit-chat with me but indeed I texted you the wrong time. You wasn't on your mood. You even told me that you wanted to concentrate on your studies. I'm happy for that. I still can remember all the harsh words that I said to you when the last time I called you. But trust me, I've no intention on saying those. I was just too hurt, too jealous as I still love you. A month without you is coming soon. I've been going through all the days with much jealousy and pain. But as days goes by, I've learn on how to accept the fact. Cause I believe that when you're with your new lover you seems to be more happy. And I'm glad about that cause there's smile on your face. Despite the misses and the love. Likewise, nothing can be done. I can just endure it, right? That's why I took up the courage to apologise. At least we can still talk and smile at school despite having bad thoughts towards each other. (: Trust me, I'm still waiting neither love but that's impossible for you. Takcr ♥'

" I may be criticizing and jeer on you. But do you know that actually my heart is full of jealousy? You used to did this and that with me. Now.. Instead, it's meant for other girls. Every single thing is changing. I have to accept the fact and really try my best to give a tease on those. But how? When I bumped to the both of you, I'll tend to lost concentration on what I'm doing. It's really not helping neither working. Nurul Jannah, you gotta be strong! Just remember that Ex means your EXperience on doing an EXperiment. "

Didn't attend school today. Early in the morning it was raining and boost me to sleep until I realise that it' already 6.30am. Simple saying, overslept! Furthermore there's Social Studies today, I haven't even bought the book and I'm gonna be in the same class as that girl. Fuck shit, who wants sia! -.- Q also didn't attend school today. He say when he's half-way to the bus-stop and I texted that I'm not going to school. He went back home instead. Hahaha, funny la you! I'm really out of idea on what to type. I guess, I'll end here yea? Goodbye sugars.

Kau berlagak umpama gangster telifon. Tengking saner tengking sini. Kau nk sound aku pun better get the facts right okay? Aku mmang kutok kau maha peh kutok. Tapi aku ckap dngan kau peh jantan yg kalau dier nk blang kau, blang ah aku tk pasal. Skrang nie aku bobal blakang ke? Eh aku takkan kutok kau dngan kawan kau kalau korang pnyr perangai tak buat aku untok pakser diri aku cakap nie semer. Ader pompan panggel aku sial tu pompan kawan kau. Aku ckap suare dier nyaring, tak puas hati. Dier ckap tak pernah ader org panggel dier gitu mcam?! Abey yg dier panggel aku SIAL tu aper sia?! Mak aku yg dlam kubor dngan bapak aku yg tanggung diri aku pun tk perna panggel gitu mcam eh. Jadi ader salah pe kalau aku panggel suare dier nyaring ah? Eh aku takkan jadi burok pat orang melainkan orang tu yg mulakan eh? Kau tak puas hati dngan aku, suker hati kau ah. Sister semuer terkeluar aper sia nie semer? -.- LMAO. Aku da angkat paisey pasal aku da malas mahu layan tapi korang yg continue. Maseh buang prep8 mahu bobal dngan aku. Maseh mahu menang lagi. Aku da ckap aku tk pasal kalau korang nk jatohkan aku. Tapi korang ttap degil per kan? So korang peh pasal. Kau dngan kau peh jantan siket pun aku takd heran. Kau ckap Karma comes back to me kan? Itu karma antara aiman dngan aku. Tapi aper yg KAU buat aku, aku pun percaye ia akan strike kau okay? Bye losers. Oh tired tahu dngar suara korang tadi.

It's Monday afternoon. Just giving my blog a quick update even though I'm still in a rush. Have to bathe, have my lunch and have to rush out. Gonna meet three of my girlfriend's later on at Tampines. We want to enjoy the last moment of our holiday. Wanna know what? I'm really excited to go to school. But I have to wake up as early as 4.50am. I bet that's the only way for me to smile and laugh, I suppose. But there's gonna be this particular thing that gonna hurt me. Haiss. I guess I'll make a move now. My niece is begging me to eat w him. Furthermore, I'm late. Good-bye.

Brain brain, can you stop thinking of any problems? Can you just think of the happiest moment or something. I felt so wrong for giving you a headache. Heart heart, I'm sorry for hurting you. It's not my intention. I'm just being hurt by the others and it's affecting you, I'm really sorry. I hope it's gonna end anytime soon so that I won't create any sin by hurting you anymore. ( Shall put that as my another new year resolution perhaps? -.- ) It explains that I'm really bored and that's why I'm updating another post. But, I just don't get the idea on what to post. AHH. I've been reading my Late Mum's diary. It's about her 17 year old life in the year of 1987. It's really filled with beautiful and sweet words. It even made me feel like crying. Trust me, her love story are kind of the same as mine right now. I think I shall spent my sleepless night to see what happened after that. Who knows her continuation, it's just gonna be the same as mine. True enough? Since I'm really bored and have no idea on what to post. I think I shall just type out some of my New Year resolutions.

• Study Hard ! - if possible try getting bursary or perhaps being one of the top students
• Lessen the influences from bad company ! - less slacking, lessen for drinking or smoking
• Self-discipline ! - basic courtesy of course
• Revison Time ! - every week MUST at least revise something
  
• Less Problem ! - no fights, less problem with family, friends & love perhaps
• Enjoy & Last Long ! - must have at lot of great memories with my girlfriends of course. ♥ Ain, Nadiah, Nurul, Mia, Ira and Julie ♥ ( this is the most main thing will achieve this! )

Anything else to add up in my New Year resolution list? Gonna think of a little more. Chaloss.

No pictures for this post, am using brother's account. Sorry! The first and second day of mine New Year was quite mundane. Problems are still ahead while I thought it has ended. People are testing my patience, getting me on my nerves. I don't understand you people, it's New Year for God sake. Dispose all your past behaviour, bring up a new one can? Pretty please. I'm having a bad headache right now. Have been thinking about the call just now. I thought we were okay in terms of anything. Instead, it all went wrong again. I wanted to meet you but nah, won't happen. Gosh, when is my turn to be happy? I'm a girl with total madness sia, have been sitting at the side and talks with myself. Such a weak girl la you Ja. Pfft. I can just continue praying and hope that one day I'll have a better life instead with all the good things happen to surround me. Insha-allah.

Just came back from Aunt's crib, Ibu. Had our breakfast, lunch and early dinner there. Planned to Karaoke after having lunch. It turned out but not for me. I've been emotional because of the call. Just a simple thing and can really barged me to not do what I've really want. Get me? I just sat at the side listen to my other family members sing. I eat. And, I have a short nap. Things can really makes me control my temper but I won't bother talking to anyone. And I know it's such a nuisance. But what to do. I'm just this kind. Hm.. Cut off that topic, it's hurting me. Yesterday, I've set 4 New Year resolution and I hope it'll turn out. Amin. Gotta type off now, wanna do some household chores than going to get myself being emotional again. Go strolling at the nearby park by my ownself perhaps? Okokay, byebye.

Picture taken early of 2010 when I was contacting with A. Gosh, I remember when I saw him that day while I'm wearing this clothe. Cinta February, haiss.


Didn't went countdown w friends. Went w family instead. Watched fireworks at Civic Center, Woodlands. Trust me it's even better than town. Not cheap-o kind of firework and it's not even crowded. But there's a group of those people that's around my age but wanna act as if they're older. Get me? Okay. At times, having fun w family is worth much more than being w friends. Likewise, at times. Lucky I stay at Woodlands cause there's fireworks at my hometown, haha.

It's been a long time since I update my blog. Wonder why? I've been avoiding myself from cyber-world. I've EVEN deleted my Facebook ( At last! You peeps can view my profile but I can't even log in ), I can sound so emotional at times. Facebook kinda hurt me by looking at some people photo albums. Once everything's fine for me than I'll create a new one but won't be adding this certain people. Gonna pick a only wise friends, ^^. Life has been quite uncertain for me. I've been emo-shitting most of the times. Finding ways on how to cheer myself up but it fail. The reason is because I'm really hoping for him back. Only him! :( But I bet in terms of girlfriends it's been great. One of them, Mia. We've been best friends since primary school but than we fought when we were Sec One due to some reasons. Never expected that I could get back w her. Indeed it's all false imagination. Now I'm closer to her rather than my other best friends. We're even closer rather than before. She knows me well enough. (: Another of them, Ain. We've been apart for a few reasons. Less share stories, less laugh and less everything. But there's an ending for that. Now, we're some kind of get together back and I'm happy for that. Overnight at her house, otp'ing w her is all worth of. I hope this can last. (: See, I've gotten back two of my MOST PRECIOUS girls. Glad that. You two better promise me that we won't torn apart again, okay? * Jejari, janji! * I think that's it for this time. I wanna read a book about love. About a girl losing her boyfriend but ended up they got back together, something like that la. Okay, bye. School gonna open soon, yippeeeeeee! Gonna hug my girlfriends. But wait, I'll confirm cry if I saw him. Gosh, I miss him la okay. :( Pfft, okay bye. Im using such an informal English sia. -.-

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