No pictures for this post, am using brother's account. Sorry! The first and second day of mine New Year was quite mundane. Problems are still ahead while I thought it has ended. People are testing my patience, getting me on my nerves. I don't understand you people, it's New Year for God sake. Dispose all your past behaviour, bring up a new one can? Pretty please. I'm having a bad headache right now. Have been thinking about the call just now. I thought we were okay in terms of anything. Instead, it all went wrong again. I wanted to meet you but nah, won't happen. Gosh, when is my turn to be happy? I'm a girl with total madness sia, have been sitting at the side and talks with myself. Such a weak girl la you Ja. Pfft. I can just continue praying and hope that one day I'll have a better life instead with all the good things happen to surround me. Insha-allah.

Just came back from Aunt's crib, Ibu. Had our breakfast, lunch and early dinner there. Planned to Karaoke after having lunch. It turned out but not for me. I've been emotional because of the call. Just a simple thing and can really barged me to not do what I've really want. Get me? I just sat at the side listen to my other family members sing. I eat. And, I have a short nap. Things can really makes me control my temper but I won't bother talking to anyone. And I know it's such a nuisance. But what to do. I'm just this kind. Hm.. Cut off that topic, it's hurting me. Yesterday, I've set 4 New Year resolution and I hope it'll turn out. Amin. Gotta type off now, wanna do some household chores than going to get myself being emotional again. Go strolling at the nearby park by my ownself perhaps? Okokay, byebye.