My legs aching. O'oh, how? Please leg, don't create any trouble. It's semi-s tomorrow, please. Hm, it's aching cause have been practicing much and practicing hard just now. No matter how aching it is. All of us were giving out the best. Oh yeaa. Sorry if some parts of the practice I was not in the mood, was thinking of too much stuffs leh. Pardon me aye. Dance was quite great. We did give off the best. Thanks to JulieB' for the steps, :D. Remember, it's not about winning it's about participating. :DD Hm, got to go now. Tired beb.
Ohh yea, tomorrow going school with iJ & Cinoneh. Ader jugak teman yg tinggal dekat North side. Heheh~
School's gonna reopen real soon. Just in a few hours time. O'ohh.
Miss me aye for not posting that frequent.
Had some new things for me to deal with, :P.
heheh, bye~
AKU BENCI LELAKI BOTAK.
School gonna reopen in three to two days time. It's a month holiday but I don't feel as if it's a month. I just feel as though it's a week or two. Wanna longer one, can? Please. School reopen means have to start wake up early. Start ironing clothes. Start washing shoes every weekend. Start studying. Start concentrating. Start getting scolded. Start having detention! There's gonna be a start for everything, -.-'. Haish. Spent most of my holidays with friends. Slacking much~ Less time with family. Hm, there's only a thing that I'm happy about if school reopen. Meeting ♥'lies friends. That's all. Other than that, I've no mood. Oh, yah! I've lost my homeworks. I'm only left with Literature, -.-'. Had done a lil bit of it, : D . Off now~ Daa daa.

Was not in a good term with Kakak early in the morning. She totally spoil my mood, seriously. Firstly, she woke me up at 9.30am for me to accompany her take food from daddy. Tak pasal. The thing is that we waited for daddy for almost half an hour. After which we straight away went up. I was about to sleep back. When she say, ' antar aku g MRT '. I was like wtf?! I haven't even bath. I told her to let me bath first. And her action back was scolding, -.-'. Tsk! Naseb sia uma dekat dgn Woodlands Inter. Haish. What a life having someone like her.
Eh, school in three to two days time. I want a longer one. Haish. Ok, that's it. Byee~
Heeeey ! XD
Miss me blogging? Was away this few days. Out with best boyfriends & girlfriends on Tuesday, followed by sleeping over at ♥’s crib, Inin. Furthermore school going to reopen soon. So many things to get settled. Once school reopen pardon me for not updating my blog that often aye.
♥ Ain, Nurul, Aiman, Danny, Danial, Bennett, Hakim ♥ ‘ Tyvm guys, ily!
Ohh! Mine does not end there. There’s still a continuation. Just a short continuation. I slept over at ♥’s, Inin crib. Swear it was a great night. Where we spent time massaging ibu’s leg. Where we also didn’t even sleep till it’s 6.30am & not even a single feeling of sleepy in us. We had a lot of craps in us. A lot of gossips. A lot of truth session. A lot of story-telling. Nothing can beat that night, seriously. Thanks Inin. I love you very much ah, b! I’m also happy cause that’s the day where I at last have the time to spent with girlfriend after for such a long time. Another dating on Sunday, wild wild wet! Here we come. Wee~ 220610, a great day. 230610, a great morning. :D
Anything else? I guess that’s it. A splendid time with the lovelies. Treasure with pleasure, <3!
Short post for today . ;D
Hm , had a great day yesterday . Thanks lovelies . I'll upload the pictures tomorrow ok ? Cause today's sleeping at aunty's house . Oh yeaa , thanks Inin for the day yesterday & today . Slept at 6 , mengumpat a lot . You know i know ehh ? ^^ Hehehh . ok Bye .
I'm tired , bored . Suggest me to do anything ? Had enough of sleeping already . So don't ask me to do that . (: Watched Brazil vs. Ivory Coast yesterday through internet . Yoohoo ~ 3 - 1 beb . Brazil all the way !! :p Haters to Brazil ? They've prove you wrong now . Next , 25 June . Brazil vs. Portugal . Pray hard . Kaka's out , red card . So won't be playing , :( .
Anything else for me to say ? Tomorrow overnight'ing at Inin's crib . Weehoo ! Ilyvm pantat .
Ok , bye .
Bitch , FVCKED UP !
Lack of confidence , lack of everything . Gave up , i mean it . Waiting for you makes my life suffer . Haish . Everytime i view your facebook , makan hati aje siaaa ~ Haish . OK , bye .
Spent my boring Sunday inside Daddy's room with him and nieces . Watched teevee with them . Eat one tub of ice-cream on my own . And browse the iPhone that he found , -.-' . Envy ~ Have been talking a lot of issues with Daddy . Even helped him doing facebook and messenger . Haha . Miang peh tuer ~ Hm . Now , i'm on my own room by my ownself , :D . Camwhoring and releasing stress away . Ohh ! Daddy is being so nice cause he allowed me to sleep over at Inin's crib this Tuesday . Heheh . Inin's crib here i come ! Wee ~ It's the thing which i've been longing for . Girls night eh b ? Gossip and all will be with us on Tuesday . Haha . Tunggu ajoo . ((: Ouhh ya , will be accompanying Nurul 'C too on Tuesday . Haha . Dicabar untok masok swamp yer sayang ? Haha . Set !
Mohd Jani Bin Mohd Said , :D . ' dikaulah ayahku yang amat ku cintai .
Because of you , i'm here . Because of you , i lead to the right way . Because of you , i get the things that i want . You sacrifice a lot for me . You sacrifice your money , your love and all . You were having a lot of bad times but you still give off the best for us . Two years since ibu left us . During the whole of that two years , we were having a lot of family problems . Lack of family bonding and all . You were both the mother and the father . Still , you tried giving of the best . No matter how much i hate you , there's a reason for those . For this day . I'm sorry for all my bad deeds . You're the only dad , that i love . I ♥ you , bapak ((: . Dikaulah yang amat ku sayangi .

Boredom strikes . Slacked like a pig at home for the whole day doing random stuffs . Played computer , eat , watched television and read books which i've rent from the library yesterday . Confession of a Shopaholic & Dear Prince Charming . Gerek ! At least those book made me feel like i'm doing something rather than i'm doing nothing . Get it ? Hm , kakak is not in a good term with bapak because of ATM card . Haha , -.-' . Why am i telling this ? Ok , nonsense .
I wanna go out . Please . Maybe later at night i'm tagging Mummy to Tampines . Hm ? I guess .
I'm missing much peeps already . My ♥'NINNJJA ! Where're you all ? I'm missing you guys like shit taos . I've been meeting some of them lately . But I've not met my Julie & Nadiah . Maner korang ? :( Rindu liao . Takleh angs nie . Haish . Meet up soon please . I'm missing my cousins too . Ok , nonsense . But it's serious . 26 June cousins outing ? Insya'allah , i'm tagging . Hehehh ~
Stop it , i'm talking nonsense . Ahh , bye ! Im BORED .
Ouh yah , abang bought a Brazil jacket . Hell shit , im jealous . I tried putting on but it's too big , heheh ~

Anyone goes for Argentina ?!Support Argentina ? Haha . Argentina suck cock la hei . I'm sorry to say but i'm just a number one fan to hate Argentina , woots ~ Sorry for those words but i'm not interested in Argentina . Haha . Maaf yer . Semoga korang kalahh luh ok ? Ameen ~
My butt are suffering for sitting at this uncomfortable chair for more than an hour or two . My hands are aching for moving much on chatting , gaming , facebook'ing and searching . My mind are bolting for thinking a lot of stuffs .
♥'s from 1N2*09 are planning for an outing . Haha ! Agree for those but the planning can make my mind wants to pecah liao . Movie ? Bowling ? Picnic ? Which one , gaah ~ Problems on money , location and what so ever . Haish . Pandai-pandai luhh eh , apape dah confirm update Jaja yer , (: .
I MISS GONGSHANG MATES , 6.1'08 ! May be random but i really mean it . I've lost contact with most of them . I guess , all . I'm dying to meet you guys please . Where's my best-mates ? Where's my best best friend ?
Nurul Atiqah , Nasha , Namirah , Qanitah , Hidayah , Nabilah , Atika , Zainab , Zayyana , Syahir , Syazwan , Hambali , Shabir . Where are you guys ?! Update me please . Only sadness can describe how nuch imy guys . Haish .
Only memories are left . The graduation night , P6 camp & all . Haish , :(( .
Just came back from dance and slacking at Leisure . On my way home , was too sleepy till I fall asleep inside the bus like one dumb-o . This is what happen if you're to tired . Furthermore , I;m staying far . Haish .
Back later ~
Came back from Daddy's shop an hour or two ago . Makaan manyaak , sodaap ~
Oh . Didn't went to dance just now . Sorry girls kalau paitao . Overslept leh . Tomorrow i'll join you girls . Pimky'promise !
Hm . As i say . This month is not my month . As for it's called a month . Than today is not the day too . Getting messages which totally pulled me down . Ain y'know it . Only you .
Obstacles and challenges are part of life . Yea , it's true . But why must it be too much for me ? Too much for me to handle . I even decided to give up . But like what late mum says , " Life has to go on . " So yea , i'm following . Following the quote which my late mum has been using to give her the strength . I've been wanting someone to share my stories with . I thought to share with girlfriends . But i guess each of them have their problem for them to handle too . There's no other person . So , the only thing is for me to keep inside my heart . Settle it myself . Haish . Comm'on Jaja .
" Adakah sudah suratannya kita kan terpisah , selamanya ? "
I guess this month is not my month . A month which I've to go through a lot of obstacles . Obstacles which I have to face and never easily give a fail to it . Regardless on those problems . I tried my best , putting up a smile . Enjoy myself . But it can only happen for a moment if there's buddies with me . Once I'm alone . Negative , nonsense and bad thinking will ahead me .
& you . I'm sorry . I didn't do it on purpose . I didn't even have those intention . I guess both of us are leaving for the best . I cried in front of you for my first time . I was too speechless and only tears can describe . You did cry too when you saw me crying and when I walked away . Few steps ahead , I was crying even worser than what you seen . Haish . Best friends as ours now ? Hope so if you wants .
" Ku cuba lihat di sekelilingku , tiada tanda-tanda oh dirimu . Membuat ku terlupa yang dirimu telah tiada . "
When's my happy day ?.
Peeps changed , you changed , everyone changed !
You guys have been judging me through the outside . Not even thinking what's down deep inside me . Sometimes I don't mean what I said . I've been enjoying just to released all my stress . Get that right ! No matter how's my feelings outside , it's not the same as what it's inside .

Sorry for not updating yesterday . Was away to brother's pit . Memorable one ? I guess only some parts . Due to some problem than it's not the whole one to consider it as really memorable .
Ouhh , problems ahead now ! Arsee .
I pleaded Daddy that I wanted to change school . Due to some reasons . Either I can't stand waking up at 4.45 and went out from the house at 5.30 every morning . & It's been longing since I keep something but it's not the time for me to still keep it as a secret . Firstly , Daddy agreed . But because of this someone . Daddy straight away changed his mind & he say , this thing can only happen next year ! Sot sia . I really can't stand . I tried explaining much . Still he insist in hearing . Bitch la ! I want change can ? I cannot tahan already .
& youu . I'm not happy upon hearing that you're back ? No boy . Im relieved that you're back . But I'm not happy cause I'm worried as you're injured . I thought once you're back everything gonna be a thumb-up thingy . But i guess it's a thumb-down ! Haish . I realised I changed . I told you I get , b .... . You don't believe me . As if you don't care . :(( Haish , wordless boy . I'm not surprised if bad things happen . Brr , ~ .
o.O , Ain . I'm in love , hahah . Okay tak dier ? Hahahah . ^^
Done with my bathe . Enak mandi pagi-pagi buta , XD .
Hm , one or two more days ? Quick quick . I want you back .
Lincah uhr beb ! Menahan siksa taos .
Hm , later will be going to school . Dance practice .
Afterwards , maybe going to Abang's pit .
Enjoying with his friends . Huaks .
Okay , i guess that's it .
Daa , byee .
Three days gone . Two more days to go .
Waiting and waiting .
Had dance practice three days straight .
Alhamdulillah , we cover up almost half of the song . This timing much more confidence in us .
Yeaa , :DD . Tomorrow and the whole of next week will be having dance too .
We can do it girls . Insya'allah .
♥ ' Inin :
Salam takziah kepada keluarga you eh . Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat . Tuhan sayang pakcik you lebih , jadi terima dan redha . Doa buat yang terbaik untuknya . Dan mudah-mudahan dier ditempat di kalangan orang yang suci . Amin ~
Don't worry much for the dance ok ? We'll help you out . This is much more serious than dance love . So bare with the dance for a moment ok . Ily girl ~
Ehhh Bintan takder Wi-Fi ke ? Babi . Macam orang giler siaa aku tunggu . Airmater dah mengalir braper banyak kali . Mater asyek pandang dekat jam banyak kali ! Babi luhhh . Dier tgh buat aperhh nie ? Sobsssss , :((( .
Just came back from school . Haha , dapat jugak jejak . Had dance and soccer . Last minute , soccer postponed . -.-' So , spent the soccer time to do more dancing . Dance was quite at a satisfactory stage . Thanks ain and nuyuul for the effort . Got to be going back to school for the whole of this and next week . Got to focus more on dance . Fusion dance . We can do it ! Ouhhh yah , i got to go for English remedial too . Study . Haha . iJ and Miaa , you girls got to catch up . ((:
74 hours , 4 and a quarter day more for me to wait . How long can it be ?
I set my alarm at exactly 0615 hours just for the sake of calling you . Then , you called me back . You said you're at school and going to leave soon . There I was actually crying damn badly . I cried all the way till there's no more . I took a nap . At 0845 hours you called me cause you get a miss called from me . And when I asked where you , you said you were at the boat . Off to go . I told you to get out . -.-' & you said , you can't . I started to cry like again . Every few minute , I look at the time hope that time could pass by faster . I can't do things properly . I tried my best to be a dumb-ass while dancing to release some of my pressure . But , nehh . I wonder what you're doing . Always hoping for you now ! Waiting is suffering . Please . Hope time flies faster . No injuries once you're back ok ?
Alhamdulillah , JAN fine . ((:

My mind is working extremely hard . Thinking and thinking and thinking ~ -.-
♥ JAN ♥
Things changed ! Why ? I thought we were fine . Not putting any blame to any one . But if we really wanna save JAN , than we have got to do something to it . Seriously .
Currently at Aiman's crib .
Beside , Cinoneh and Sanchez ! ((:
Ok , updating for the sake of updating .
Hehehhh .
Ok , nak makan ! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , ((;
I woke up early today . As usual , Kakak's fault .
Will be going off to Airport later with ♥'s .
Hehh , once home . I'll try updating again , ((: .
Daa Daa ~
/ Watching Drumline , thumbs up .
Kakak recommended this song ! ((: Duer-duer dah sangkot .
Hm , have been rotting at home for the whole day of today . Mendaakk , -.-' . Gaah .
Yesterday had a night family outing after a long time . Enjoy and treasure every single minute of it . Went to Lau Pa Sat then off to Changi Airport . Satisfactory . Haha . Hm , anything else to say ? Ouh yah ! Two more days . Two of my lovelies . Off to Bintan . Babi , confirm rindu ! Cibye , cibye , cibye . :(( .
Boredom strikes .
Have been waking up early and rotting at home lately .
First week of holiday going to end soon . Three more weeks to go . ~
Family busy with the food-stall . Nurul & Aiman off to Bintan for the whole of next week . Maaak !
I'm missing classmates , schoolmates , teachers and everything that's in school .
Laughters , gossiping , sharing secrets with buddy . Oops , XD . Haha .
Gonna be a short one , hehh
Jannah , imy , i hope tomorrow comes fast !
love youuu !
♥ 27 February 2010 ♥
Ilyvvvvm , yes I do !
Jajaaa